Justine's Way

Haaiiiz~~~

super bored ah these few days~~~

oredi very long i din write new post liao~~~

duno what to write.....

simply jus tok tok tok until i find something to write lo ho~

so....


what's been happening these few days.....

everyday high....
everyday happy...
everyday....

but got sometimes i fell soooo....
BOOOOM!!!

i realize i've learned to control my SUPER ANGER very very well......

not very well...

but well enough.

coz these few days...
got super pb dog shit bokuan ppl...
keep n disturbing me.....
make up their own story...
and then spread around the whole school...
jus like peanut butter on a bread.....MMMM....yummy...

anyways...
this person...
super bokuan...
coz ho...

(I WON'T SAY NAME!!!)

this guy...
likes the girl...
who is my best fren......

so when this girl...
din accept him when he gaobai....

this boy ho....
blame the whole world coz he say....
"明明就是秘密,给你们讲一下，全部就爆发出来！”

i tell u something......
i really....
reallly....
hate it when people simply blame stuff on me...
THINGS THAT I DIN DO!!

IF U FAIL~
THE IT'S YOUR OWN FAULT!
YOUR OWN PROBLEM!
YOUR OWN SHIT ON YOUR OWN PLATE!

none of my business........

jus because u fail....
don blame it on the world....
and everyone around u~!

明明YOUR HEAD AH!!!!

THEN BLAME BLAME BLAME~!!! o0o ah!!!

I GIV U SHIT TO EAT U WAN!!!!!!




THEN HO~!!
AFTER ALL THIS SHIT~!!
he still go and spread shitty rumour around~!!

then after that that habis ho~!!!

I DON HAVE PROBLEM WIF U OH!!!!
I DIN DO ANYTHING TO U OH!!!!!!!!!!

WHEN I TOK TO HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE FACE AH!!!


LIKE DOG FACE!!!!!!

I PUI UR FACE AH!!!!!!!

I TOK TO U NICELY U DON WAN HIU ME!!!!!

o0o!!

I GIV U SHIT NEX TIME~!!!!

U PUT IN UR MOUTH AND COME OUT THE OTHER SIDE AND U EAT AGAIN~!!!!!!


I SAY AGAIN~!!



I AM VERY ANGRY BECAUSE U DUNO HOW TO SEE WHEN U ARE WRONG~!

JUS NOE HOW TO BLAME EVERYONE~!

AND WHEN PPL DON HAVE AN PROBLEM WIF U!!!

U FIND PROBLEM WIF PPL~!!!!


SO~!!

from now on i don care anymore.......
i see u in school...
i secretly PUI in my heart......

if i really behsong i really pui in front of u~!!!!

*CHINESE MODE!!! xD*

你，
酱的朋友，
少些是好事。
我少你这个朋友我没有损失。

我，
知道自己，
有时，
也非常非常非常bokuan。

可是，
我，
到了bokuan，
我会知道我的LIMIT到哪里。

我停在bokuan，
不走下去。
因为走下去就到BOKASI。

你，
不懂得停，
不懂得听。

我写完了。

谢谢。

We,
humans.

We live in the moment,
and the things we know have derived from the moments in the past which have imprinted our mind of memories.

Ofcourse.

Memories,
should they be sad, happy, glorious, tragic.

They are still memories,
memories which can never be deleted.

So we live on with these memories,
and live the moments which we shall face in the future,
to create new memories.

It's a continuous circulation.

But then,
there are those things,
which do not not appear in our moments,
and therefore,
we do not have any memories of it.

There are many memories which you should have,
so many.

Not of those where you were present,
but of those where I crouch restlessly in the corner of my mind.

trying to find an answer to this confusion,
but ultimately,
failing to do so.

Yes,
these memories,
i choose for you not to have.

For you are in enough bullshit in your life as i write,
bullshit which i have no interest in knowing about.

So i do not wish to scar you even deeper.

You might not know of these memories which creep within the borders of my confined mind.
And you might never know.

But at least,
i wish for you to know,
that there are memories which lie there.
Painful ones.

Thank You for reading.
Goodbye.

I am at the stage of my life....
where i am currently a teenager....
age 12~19......
at this point of our lives....
we are told that we are suppose to become mature...
become more sensible....
become more wise....
become......and adult.

As an adult...
we cannot do all the childish things that we used to do anymore...
no more jumping on your frens...
no more punching ppl for no reason...
no more challenging wif ur frens to drink finish ur water in ur bottle...
no more this....no more that....

looong story short....
becoming an adult......
is not fun.........

mayb u(the reader), might not even do any of the things above.....
even though u are still a teenager.......

but i do...
and these precious...
childish moments....
is what makes me happy...
and i love to be happy......

many ppl ask me...

"Justine ah~! can u grow up~??! do u noe how to grow up??!! or will u stay childish forever???!"

here..
i would love to tell u.....
of coz i can grow up....
of coz i can stop being childish....
if i wan...i can do anything....

but this is something i don't want to do...
i don't want to be so mature yet....
i noe i might look mature...(to some ppl)
but i'm not...
inside me...
beats the heart of a 4 year old boy....
ready to take ur chair away from u anytime u wanna sit down....
coz that's how childish i am...

i don't wanna grow up yet...
not for now....
i will definitely grow up....
one day...
i promise u...

but not now....
i wanna live my childhood/teenagehood to the fullest.....
i wanna shout as mush as i can....
run as fast as i can...
make fun of ppl as much as i can....
and enjoy...
as much as i can....

before i grow up....
and can't do any of this anymore....

so...
leave me be in my childish happy world...
coz i'm laughing at u as u drive according to the rulebook....

:D

thanks for reading~!
GOODBYE~!

We....
are human being.....

human being...
are alive...
and have very complicated emotions...attitudes...behavior...blablabla....
and this...
is different for everyone...
no one got 100% same emotion wif someone else...
no one got 100% same attitude with someone else...
no one got 100% behavior with someone else....

even if it's 99.99999 %.....
there is no such thing as 100%....
everyone is different...
and i is this difference...
that sets people apart from one another....

now..
i can tell u that everything i write above...
is rubbish....
coz that's not the point at all....
i jus wanted to make this post start off a bit...
WISE.... haha!!

so the topic i wanna tok about 2day is...
"just the right balance"

u are sure wondering...
balance what???

i'm toking bout...
the right balance of attitude...
my attitude in this case.....

when i came into CHMS1 in 2007....
i admit 100%...
my mouth...
super bks...
super lasap...
and i was super hiao too...
cincai cincai fight wif ppl...
cincai cincai scold ppl...
cincai cincai make ppl angry...
cincai cincai this that this that....

so this kind of cb bks kuan...
made me have very very few frenz.....
all my frenz don wan to be near me that time coz...
i was super pb....

then...
i slowly slowly change.....
form 2 a bit better....
A BIT NIA LA...
JUST A BIT A BIT A BIT....

then form 3...
still pb...
but now got mix funny...
so when i tease ppl...
ppl don get offended...
jus laugh....(UNLESS GOT PPL "WAN BU QI"... :P)

then...
after long 3 years of evolution....
i become this justine now....

lastime justine simply scold...sinply curse...simply fight....simply simply simply...

and now justine.....
will scold u if i think u deserve it...
will urse u if ii thionk u deserve it...
will fight u if u wanna fight me back....

so...
basically means....
i WAIT for ppl to start...
then only i start....
SHI BU SHI???
SHI~ (haha)

but ah...
i realize something else....
now...
that i become softer to ppl...
nicer to ppl...
treat ppl like ppl ho~

then ppl will tend to treat me differently...
they think...
"aiya~ this one....can cincai tok to him de la"
"aiya~ this one....can cincai say anythign to him....he won't angry de"
"aiya~ this mcb mudafuckin' chicken lj kia....i call him this oso he no reaction"


here...
i wanna tell u one thing....
U...

TRY...

BA...

reader...
i jus wanna tell u...
i might look lyk i'm human ho~...
i behave lyk human too...
but when i cannot tahan ho~....
when i BOOOOOOOOOM~

u better pay ticket to watch movie...

my TOLERANCE (耐性)
was very veyr SHORT in the past...
so that's why i cincai cincai fught...scold...blabla...

but after these few years....
i oredi train my tolerance...
to be much much much longer....
so that i don't simply explode anymore...

but now...
i realize my TOLERANCE getting shorter again...
coz of a few shitty ppl in my life...
that make me reallly realllllly UNCONTROLABLE........

so plz...
i beg u.....
don make me lose my temper again.....
coz....
i don lyk it...
u won't lyk it...

i hate it when...
i take sooo long to recover form something...
then some shitty ass come and destroy it for me....

o0o....

that is all....

to the reader....

I AM NOT SCOLDING U OK~
unless u are the person that i'm toking bout....
otherwise...
JUS LETTING OUT MY FEELINGS~

:D


THANK U FOR READING~!

U noe ah...
i sit at my pc here...
log in to blogger...
then i immediately click "new post"
then i come here....

Title:________________________________

then i think to myself.....
wat to write ho??
hmmmmm...........
hmmmmm..........

*think think think think*
*think think think think*
*think think think think*
*think think think think*
*think think think think*
*think think think think*

keep on thinking here for more than 15mins....
then...
instead of thinking of something to write....
i think of why i got nothing to write...
then i got something to write liao.... :D

i realize...
that lastime...
my blog is always always always updated.....
becoz...
i write about ppl...
i write rubbish about ppl....
don care good, bad, funny, blablabla....
i jus write....

and i write...
bcoz my heart is not peaceful....
i always wan to find something to say...
or something to insult....
bcoz...
my mind is not calm......

now...
these few days...
realize got nothing to write at all....
NOTHING AT ALL.....
jus blank.....
then when i think of why i got nothing to write then only realize that it's bcoz i'm calm now......

i really enjoy my senior life now....
really really enjoy it...
coz all my frens are great...
all the teachers are great.....
and whenever i do something now....
i'm not forcing myself....
everything comes naturally.....
there is nothing i do in a day that goes against my natural instinct.....

so this kind of happy, peaceful lifestyle....
has resulted that my blog....
is lonely....
no more visitors....

seriously...
this is not important to me la...
so what if my blog got no visitors...kns la....
as long as i'm happy.....

and to notice that my blog is visitor-less....
is just like noticing that a strand of hair stuck onto a painting of a ferrari....

it's too small a problem....
why should i make a small problem into a big problem...
if got a hair stuck on my ferrari painting...
so what...
if got no visitor on my blog...
so what...

why don't i look at the super beautiful ferrari instead of the hair...
why don't i look at the beautiful life instead of the blog.....

kns...
i not gonna let the small small things in my life ruin my life...

NOT...
WORTH...
IT...

so conclusion is......
nobody's life is horrible....
nobody go a bad life.....
it all depends...
on how you look at it.....
and how you look at it...
will effect how u live it...

and that....

is the absolute truth...

:D

Last night...
my mum was going out to pick up my bro...
then suddenly...
before she go in to the car...
she heard the sound of a puppie crying in the drain...
then!!
she go there..
got a FULL BLACK puppy..
crying there...
AIYO~!

then my mum pick him up...
and bring upstairs~!
then put him on the varandah to sleep 1 night...
then..
next morning...
before i go to skul...
i go to his box there to sayang him...
BUT!! he bark at me~!!
still groul at me!!!
then i beat his small litlle head with my finger..
then i go to skul...



then!!! when i come back from skul...
my mum call me....
bring me to the back...
GO 6 PUPPIES!!!
ALL SLEEPING!!!! IN ONE CORNER!!!! WIF THEIR MUMMY DOGGY!!!

coz...
the mummy doggy bring all her puppies to sleep in our house...
SO!!!
they alll..
enjoy lo~!!
ahahahah!!

coz the mummy doggy noe me..
she allow me to carry the doggies and play wif them!! hahahah!!
to see pics....
go to my fb profile....

http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/album.php?aid=186349&id=614883256

ENJOY~!!! :D

1. HONG EN ~ Pro razor mouth
2. MEI DE ~ Quiet Boy
3. MICHELLE MUK ~ ENERGETIC
4. GUANG RONG ~ Professional Sleeper (ANY POSITION!)
5. GAO KAI ~ MY BEST FREN!! :D
6. JONATHAN ~ Simply Funny....crazy boy~!!
7. WILSON ~ Pro PERVERT
8. SHENG DONG ~ Quiet Boy (but if you tok to him then he can tok A LOT!!)
9. ALYNA ~ The playful genuis
10.AH KIAM ~ A constant sound in my ear
11.KAI NI ~ Queen Of Kek Cute Land!
12.XIN NI ~ QUIET GAL..
13.CHENG BENG ~ HEY FREN...I KILL U WIF MY MUSCLE!
14.NONO ~ Pure Artistry...
15.CHUAZ ~ "sorry sorry sorry sorry nagae nagae nagae"
16.CHIEN MAO ~ QUIET BOY ( BUT ENERGERTIC TOO!)
17.ESTHER ~ "ESTHER HAS DISCONNECTED"
18.LIANG PONG ~ CHAO OUTSIDE~!!
19.MELISSA ~ BIG EYES!!! O.O...can be very crazy sometimes~!!
20.JUSTINE ~ IRRESISTABLE!!
21.CHAI XIAN ~ KIAM BEST FREN...constant sound too...
22.ERIC LAW ~ ELITEWOLF......THER IS NO QUESTION THAT CANNOT BE ASKED...==
23.BENJAMIN ~ CONNIE LOVES YOU!!
24.ZHE DONG ~ ZHONG SE QING YOU!!! *mandarin*
25.DENNIS ~ SUPER HERO WITH OPEN ZIP~!!
26.MARTIN ~ FENG JI.....hahahaha!!
27.MARVIN BONG ~ CRAZY AS CAN BE~!!
28.PEGGY ~ EQUAL
29.WILLEX ~ RELAX...ROLEX...DUREX....hmmm..