Justine's Way

We....
are human being.....

human being...
are alive...
and have very complicated emotions...attitudes...behavior...blablabla....
and this...
is different for everyone...
no one got 100% same emotion wif someone else...
no one got 100% same attitude with someone else...
no one got 100% behavior with someone else....

even if it's 99.99999 %.....
there is no such thing as 100%....
everyone is different...
and i is this difference...
that sets people apart from one another....

now..
i can tell u that everything i write above...
is rubbish....
coz that's not the point at all....
i jus wanted to make this post start off a bit...
WISE.... haha!!

so the topic i wanna tok about 2day is...
"just the right balance"

u are sure wondering...
balance what???

i'm toking bout...
the right balance of attitude...
my attitude in this case.....

when i came into CHMS1 in 2007....
i admit 100%...
my mouth...
super bks...
super lasap...
and i was super hiao too...
cincai cincai fight wif ppl...
cincai cincai scold ppl...
cincai cincai make ppl angry...
cincai cincai this that this that....

so this kind of cb bks kuan...
made me have very very few frenz.....
all my frenz don wan to be near me that time coz...
i was super pb....

then...
i slowly slowly change.....
form 2 a bit better....
A BIT NIA LA...
JUST A BIT A BIT A BIT....

then form 3...
still pb...
but now got mix funny...
so when i tease ppl...
ppl don get offended...
jus laugh....(UNLESS GOT PPL "WAN BU QI"... :P)

then...
after long 3 years of evolution....
i become this justine now....

lastime justine simply scold...sinply curse...simply fight....simply simply simply...

and now justine.....
will scold u if i think u deserve it...
will urse u if ii thionk u deserve it...
will fight u if u wanna fight me back....

so...
basically means....
i WAIT for ppl to start...
then only i start....
SHI BU SHI???
SHI~ (haha)

but ah...
i realize something else....
now...
that i become softer to ppl...
nicer to ppl...
treat ppl like ppl ho~

then ppl will tend to treat me differently...
they think...
"aiya~ this one....can cincai tok to him de la"
"aiya~ this one....can cincai say anythign to him....he won't angry de"
"aiya~ this mcb mudafuckin' chicken lj kia....i call him this oso he no reaction"


here...
i wanna tell u one thing....
U...

TRY...

BA...

reader...
i jus wanna tell u...
i might look lyk i'm human ho~...
i behave lyk human too...
but when i cannot tahan ho~....
when i BOOOOOOOOOM~

u better pay ticket to watch movie...

my TOLERANCE (耐性)
was very veyr SHORT in the past...
so that's why i cincai cincai fught...scold...blabla...

but after these few years....
i oredi train my tolerance...
to be much much much longer....
so that i don't simply explode anymore...

but now...
i realize my TOLERANCE getting shorter again...
coz of a few shitty ppl in my life...
that make me reallly realllllly UNCONTROLABLE........

so plz...
i beg u.....
don make me lose my temper again.....
coz....
i don lyk it...
u won't lyk it...

i hate it when...
i take sooo long to recover form something...
then some shitty ass come and destroy it for me....

o0o....

that is all....

to the reader....

I AM NOT SCOLDING U OK~
unless u are the person that i'm toking bout....
otherwise...
JUS LETTING OUT MY FEELINGS~

:D


THANK U FOR READING~!