Justine's Way

U noe ah...
i sit at my pc here...
log in to blogger...
then i immediately click "new post"
then i come here....

Title:________________________________

then i think to myself.....
wat to write ho??
hmmmmm...........
hmmmmm..........

*think think think think*
*think think think think*
*think think think think*
*think think think think*
*think think think think*
*think think think think*

keep on thinking here for more than 15mins....
then...
instead of thinking of something to write....
i think of why i got nothing to write...
then i got something to write liao.... :D

i realize...
that lastime...
my blog is always always always updated.....
becoz...
i write about ppl...
i write rubbish about ppl....
don care good, bad, funny, blablabla....
i jus write....

and i write...
bcoz my heart is not peaceful....
i always wan to find something to say...
or something to insult....
bcoz...
my mind is not calm......

now...
these few days...
realize got nothing to write at all....
NOTHING AT ALL.....
jus blank.....
then when i think of why i got nothing to write then only realize that it's bcoz i'm calm now......

i really enjoy my senior life now....
really really enjoy it...
coz all my frens are great...
all the teachers are great.....
and whenever i do something now....
i'm not forcing myself....
everything comes naturally.....
there is nothing i do in a day that goes against my natural instinct.....

so this kind of happy, peaceful lifestyle....
has resulted that my blog....
is lonely....
no more visitors....

seriously...
this is not important to me la...
so what if my blog got no visitors...kns la....
as long as i'm happy.....

and to notice that my blog is visitor-less....
is just like noticing that a strand of hair stuck onto a painting of a ferrari....

it's too small a problem....
why should i make a small problem into a big problem...
if got a hair stuck on my ferrari painting...
so what...
if got no visitor on my blog...
so what...

why don't i look at the super beautiful ferrari instead of the hair...
why don't i look at the beautiful life instead of the blog.....

kns...
i not gonna let the small small things in my life ruin my life...

NOT...
WORTH...
IT...

so conclusion is......
nobody's life is horrible....
nobody go a bad life.....
it all depends...
on how you look at it.....
and how you look at it...
will effect how u live it...

and that....

is the absolute truth...

:D