Justine's Way

I am at the stage of my life....
where i am currently a teenager....
age 12~19......
at this point of our lives....
we are told that we are suppose to become mature...
become more sensible....
become more wise....
become......and adult.

As an adult...
we cannot do all the childish things that we used to do anymore...
no more jumping on your frens...
no more punching ppl for no reason...
no more challenging wif ur frens to drink finish ur water in ur bottle...
no more this....no more that....

looong story short....
becoming an adult......
is not fun.........

mayb u(the reader), might not even do any of the things above.....
even though u are still a teenager.......

but i do...
and these precious...
childish moments....
is what makes me happy...
and i love to be happy......

many ppl ask me...

"Justine ah~! can u grow up~??! do u noe how to grow up??!! or will u stay childish forever???!"

here..
i would love to tell u.....
of coz i can grow up....
of coz i can stop being childish....
if i wan...i can do anything....

but this is something i don't want to do...
i don't want to be so mature yet....
i noe i might look mature...(to some ppl)
but i'm not...
inside me...
beats the heart of a 4 year old boy....
ready to take ur chair away from u anytime u wanna sit down....
coz that's how childish i am...

i don't wanna grow up yet...
not for now....
i will definitely grow up....
one day...
i promise u...

but not now....
i wanna live my childhood/teenagehood to the fullest.....
i wanna shout as mush as i can....
run as fast as i can...
make fun of ppl as much as i can....
and enjoy...
as much as i can....

before i grow up....
and can't do any of this anymore....

so...
leave me be in my childish happy world...
coz i'm laughing at u as u drive according to the rulebook....

:D

thanks for reading~!
GOODBYE~!