Justine's Way

Justine Chang...
in ppl eyes..
i am three kind of boy....
very funny boy..
very fierce boy...
very bokuan boy....

let's start with number 1...
Funny boy...
When ppl say justine chang...
"NEH......that black black one ah..the blog scold ppl sooo funny one ah...neh"
or
"neh......that face lyk lakia but still call ppl lakia one ah....neh..."
usually is like this la...
not much different.......
always if almost like this..

Funny is a kind of Gene(基因)...
u either are funny..
or u are not funny....
so mayb i was lucky enough to get tiok FUNNY GENE....
so now...
i am a funny boy....
some ppl see me as a funny boy...
ok..
funny boy over...

NUMBER 2...FIERCE BOY...
funny boy is funny boy...
but funny don last forever....
a lot of ppl noe i am a fierce boy...
Fierce is also a Gene...
Fierce is something that everyone sure sure got...
only depends on how much u got...
mayb i got a lot...
but i noe how to control it in...
i now how to find ways..
or mayb "drug" to make myself less fierce..
lyk drinking cola...
or playing shift...
or writing my blog....
or just running..
running makes me feel sooo freee....
it feels so goood...
and after i run...
even though i am tired...
i will feel so relaxed...
so at peace...
so me being fierce is only sometiimes nia...
sometimes when i really mad then only i am fierce..
really fierce...
ok..
finish Fierce boy...

NUMBER THREE.....BOKUAN BOY...
this one...
this boy...
this year...
very bokuan...
2010...
IS BOKUAN BOY MOST BOKUAN YEAR....
evr since the start of the year..
i duno i fight wif chuaz how many time liao..
coz my mouth keep on POKE POKE POKE ppl....
duno why...
i noe i ben lai bokuan...
but this year..
extra extra.......
BUT..
HERE'S THE PROBLEM....
BOKUAN..
IS NOT A GENE...
BOKUAN...
SLOWLY GROW INSIDE THE BODY...
like a germ..
it will grow and grow and grow.....
and then only when something horrible happen...
then....
the bokuan got TWO road to go.....
ROAD 1......
STOP BEING BOKUAN..
DON BE BOKUAN EVER EVER AGAIN.......
APOLOGIZE TO ALL THE PPL HE WAS BOKUAN TO...
AND HOPE THAT THEY WILL FORGIVE HIM....

ROAD 2......
BECOME EVEN MORE BOKUAN!...
MAKE EVERYBODY MAD AT HIM...
THEN THE PPL THAT STAY BACK THEN ONLY IS TRUE TRUE FREN......

2days ago...
bokuan justine was most bokuan ever...
go and do stupid shitkia bokuan thing..
make ppl mad at him...
then..
bokuan justine choose....
choose road 1 or 2 leh??

I CHOSE ROAD 1...
I TRY TO CHANGE....
I DON BE BOKUAN...
I TOK NICELY...

then i think back...."i was wrong leh ho....""how come i simply go and scold ppl like that ha......stupid me"
then i think again..."but not all i wrong leh....i din do anything wrong leh"
then i think again..."nvm la....mayb i just apologize.....see wat happen...we fren so long liao...he sure fren wif me again la..."
THEN
I APOLOGIZE...
I GET HURT EVEN MORE???
BY PEOPLE THAT DIN MAD AT ME IN THE FIRST PLACE??
SUDDENLY MAD AT ME???
WAT IS THIS???
GOT LOGIC MEH???????
dog eat the cat's mouse....
cat angry wif the dog....
dog buy another mouse for the cat becoz dog regret eating his mouse....
dog DIE?????
WAT???
HOW COME THE DOG DIE??!?!
NO MEANING???????
THE DOG BUY NEW MOUSE FOR THE CAT LEH???
WRONG MEH???
THE DOG NOE THAT IT IS WRONG THAT'S WHY BUY NEW MOUSE MAH..
WHY THE DOG DIE?????????

i hate it when something happen...
i noe it's my fault...
then when i apologize..
ppl still don hiu me..
ppl get mad at me gok....
walao...
wat i do??
apologize to u still wrong?
u still hate me??
I DIN HATE U...
U HATE ME FOR WAT??
then now one fren hate me...
more fren start to hate me liao lo..
3 years de frenz...gone..
his frens tat was my frens too...
also hate me now i think....
i oso duno wat to say liao..
ppl won't listen to me when i say sorry...
ppl don believe me when i apologize...
i guess this is my fault again lo...
play wif ppl too much...
then when i wanna serious...
nobody believe me...
haiz...

i think i was very correct about my "WAT IS FAIR" de post u noe...
seriously la...
WAT IS FAIR????

THIS WORLD STILL GOT FAIR MEH????
IF STILL GOT FAIR...
THEN WHY NOT FAIR TO ME LEH????
why everybody else fair???
why pian pian i not fair??
wtf did i do??
why everything unfair to me?????
why everything i wrong leh???
something wrong with me???


SO I STILL CHOOOSE ROAD 1....OK???
I WILL STILL CONTINUE...
TRYING TO BE UR FREN....
MAYB ONE DAY U WILL FORGIVE ME FOR DOING THIS STUPID THING...
AND MAYB WHEN U FORGIVE ME...
OTHER PPL WILL FORGIVE ME TOoo....
I WILL DRIVE ON ROAD 1 FOR A LONG LONG TIME........
I WON'T SIMPLY CHANGE TO ROAD TWO...
no use de......

so i change that beautiful poem...
means tat i will not chap su anything tat happen...
i will not do anything..
i will just stay here...
in my Carland...
play wif my cars...
and my 9 Buggati Veyrons....
until u come to Carland..
and bring me back to the real world...
and mayb forgive me...
OK??

Author~Justine....not fierce/funny/bokuan boy.....Just Justine....