Justine's Way

Installed windows se7en~ :D
played bioshock 2~ :D

now i'm bored~ i open fb and click HOME so many times~~
jus waiting for some news~~ ==

haiz~~
bored~~

btw~~

now my background looks like this~


Nice???
haha~~

i love using se7en~~ SO NICE~!!!

let's see......is there anything in my life now tat i can share wif ppl~~~
hmmmm..........

owh ya~~!
this sunday gonna be super duper high for me~!!
coz we gonna be at 小六生活营～！
xD

so so happy~!!

i oredi got my plan ready~!
if the childeren try to go against me~!!
i don scold them~
I JOIN THEM~!

xDD

if they wanna go crazyy~!
i go crazyy wif them~!!!

i gonna go gila wif gila kids~!! :D

I HOPE ALL MY KIDS ALL HIGH HIGH DE~!!!!!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT~!!

tat morning must wake up EARLY EARLY EARLY~!!!!
AND EAT A GOOOOOD BREAKFAST~!!
COZ I'M OGNNA GO CRAZy ALL DAY~!!!!!

to all the 保姆～～
JIAYOUS~!!!!!!
WE ALL GOTTA BE CRAZZZYYYYY TAT DAY~!!


hahaha~~

now~~
i'm bored....
other topic~~~

hmmmmmmmmm............
no other topic...~~~

jus bored now~~~

:(

goooodbye~~

i go find somthing to do~~
xDDD

This post i am writing now,
is with my phone.

Right now,
i'm sitting alone in the dark,
in the living room.

I'm staring at my phone,
watching as my keypad light goes....

ON~ OFF~ ON~ OFF~

at every second,
i'm hoping that the light would go...

ON~ ON~ OFF~ ON~ ON~ OFF~

if this happens...
That means i got 1 new message.

But it seems it's just gonna be me tonight...

I want to be alone tonight,
i want the few last hours of this day all to myself.
I want to clear my mind of my thoughts.

For once,
i wanted to be free.

I just can't stand it anymore,
putting on a smiley face every single day for everyone to see,

when i can't even remember the last time i truly smiled full heartedly.

It hurts.

And i hate it.

I hate this feeling so much.

There's so much i NEED to say right now.

I NEED TO.

But then,
i tell myself,
'don't do it u idiot!'

then i cover up everything again.

I wanna smile.
Really smile.
My fake smiles don't make me happy.

I ____________________________.

These blanks,
i don't dare fill them.


Thank u.
Gud nite.