Justine's Way

Haaiiiz~~~

super bored ah these few days~~~

oredi very long i din write new post liao~~~

duno what to write.....

simply jus tok tok tok until i find something to write lo ho~

so....


what's been happening these few days.....

everyday high....
everyday happy...
everyday....

but got sometimes i fell soooo....
BOOOOM!!!

i realize i've learned to control my SUPER ANGER very very well......

not very well...

but well enough.

coz these few days...
got super pb dog shit bokuan ppl...
keep n disturbing me.....
make up their own story...
and then spread around the whole school...
jus like peanut butter on a bread.....MMMM....yummy...

anyways...
this person...
super bokuan...
coz ho...

(I WON'T SAY NAME!!!)

this guy...
likes the girl...
who is my best fren......

so when this girl...
din accept him when he gaobai....

this boy ho....
blame the whole world coz he say....
"明明就是秘密,给你们讲一下，全部就爆发出来！”

i tell u something......
i really....
reallly....
hate it when people simply blame stuff on me...
THINGS THAT I DIN DO!!

IF U FAIL~
THE IT'S YOUR OWN FAULT!
YOUR OWN PROBLEM!
YOUR OWN SHIT ON YOUR OWN PLATE!

none of my business........

jus because u fail....
don blame it on the world....
and everyone around u~!

明明YOUR HEAD AH!!!!

THEN BLAME BLAME BLAME~!!! o0o ah!!!

I GIV U SHIT TO EAT U WAN!!!!!!




THEN HO~!!
AFTER ALL THIS SHIT~!!
he still go and spread shitty rumour around~!!

then after that that habis ho~!!!

I DON HAVE PROBLEM WIF U OH!!!!
I DIN DO ANYTHING TO U OH!!!!!!!!!!

WHEN I TOK TO HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE FACE AH!!!


LIKE DOG FACE!!!!!!

I PUI UR FACE AH!!!!!!!

I TOK TO U NICELY U DON WAN HIU ME!!!!!

o0o!!

I GIV U SHIT NEX TIME~!!!!

U PUT IN UR MOUTH AND COME OUT THE OTHER SIDE AND U EAT AGAIN~!!!!!!


I SAY AGAIN~!!



I AM VERY ANGRY BECAUSE U DUNO HOW TO SEE WHEN U ARE WRONG~!

JUS NOE HOW TO BLAME EVERYONE~!

AND WHEN PPL DON HAVE AN PROBLEM WIF U!!!

U FIND PROBLEM WIF PPL~!!!!


SO~!!

from now on i don care anymore.......
i see u in school...
i secretly PUI in my heart......

if i really behsong i really pui in front of u~!!!!

*CHINESE MODE!!! xD*

你，
酱的朋友，
少些是好事。
我少你这个朋友我没有损失。

我，
知道自己，
有时，
也非常非常非常bokuan。

可是，
我，
到了bokuan，
我会知道我的LIMIT到哪里。

我停在bokuan，
不走下去。
因为走下去就到BOKASI。

你，
不懂得停，
不懂得听。

我写完了。

谢谢。

We,
humans.

We live in the moment,
and the things we know have derived from the moments in the past which have imprinted our mind of memories.

Ofcourse.

Memories,
should they be sad, happy, glorious, tragic.

They are still memories,
memories which can never be deleted.

So we live on with these memories,
and live the moments which we shall face in the future,
to create new memories.

It's a continuous circulation.

But then,
there are those things,
which do not not appear in our moments,
and therefore,
we do not have any memories of it.

There are many memories which you should have,
so many.

Not of those where you were present,
but of those where I crouch restlessly in the corner of my mind.

trying to find an answer to this confusion,
but ultimately,
failing to do so.

Yes,
these memories,
i choose for you not to have.

For you are in enough bullshit in your life as i write,
bullshit which i have no interest in knowing about.

So i do not wish to scar you even deeper.

You might not know of these memories which creep within the borders of my confined mind.
And you might never know.

But at least,
i wish for you to know,
that there are memories which lie there.
Painful ones.

Thank You for reading.
Goodbye.