Justine's Way

Hmmm...
let's look at the title of this post...
"SELF RESTRICTION"
what does this mean???...
hmmmmm..

basically..
it means..
restricting one's self...
from something....
for some reason....

usually people will self-restrict themselves...
to gain in some sort of way....
like me...
i restrict myself from using pc....
to improve in my results....
and i stop myself from drinking gassy drinks....
to have a better...healthier lifestyle...
and i stop myself from writing about lakia...
to gain my teacher's trust....

conclusion to "self restriction"~
no one restricts themselves from something..
unless they get something in return...

is there anyone out there that is reading this post that would like to disagree???
nope..
i don think anyone will disagree with my conclusion..
because it's true..
this is human nature...

but there are people...
people out there...
who duno how to self-restrict themselves...
i won't say name...
i won't point to anyone...
but some people jus duno how to change when they are suppose to...

let's give an example..
ME...
I AM A BOKUAN GUY...
EXTREMELY BOKUAN..
CAN WIN AWARD LIAO...
but..
that's ME...
everyone noes that that's ME...
so far...
my bokuan never made people hate ME..
my bokuan never hurt anybody...
my bokuan only brings laughter to people...
and i never talk tooo bokuan...
i noe when to stop...
people don't mind my bokuan-ness
so nobody complain about my bokuan...
YET...
mayb in the future will...

but one day..
if suddenly..
JUS IF...
people start to hate ME...
because of my bokuan-ness...
this means that i would have to change...
i would have to stop being ME...
THAT WILL BE VERY HARD...
have u ever tried to NOT BE YOU???
it's very difficult...
because....for obvious reason...
U ARE U...
U CAN'T CHANGE WHO U ARE...
U CAN ONLY CHANGE THE WAY U ARE...
WHICH BASICALLY IS A PART OF U...

but if u came to the extent where being YOU is no longer acceptable...
then...
u have to stop being u..
U HAVE TO RESTRICT URSELF...
SELF-RESTRICTION...
the reason to this..
was mentioned above....
being u is unacceptable...
thus restricting urself from being YOU..
is the only road to take...
seriously...
if u have come to this extent in life..
it's just another way for the community/society/public/student body to tell u...
"IT'S MY WAY, OR THE HIGHWAY"
take it or leave it...
u wanna be accepted...
change...
u don wanna be accepted..
fine...
having u around won't put another grain of rice on my plate..

then there are the people...
who FAKE self-restriction...
they put on an act...
making it such a big big deal..
saying...
"HEY WORLD, I'M RESTRICTING MYSELF FROM BEING BAD"
jus so the whole world will noe of "THE GREAT LEAP" achieved...
blablabla...
when actually...
this is only an act...
to gain what they wanted..
without actually putting effort....
or putting effort for a short while..
but giving up when failure occurs....

there is a term for such people in this world
"FAKERS"....or "QUITTERS"....

FINAL CONCLUSION....THINK OF THIS AS A QUESTION U MIGHT ASK URSELF IN LIFE...
LIKE A TEST MAYBE...
so here it goes...

EXPLAINATION OF SELF-RESTRICTION~
Self-restriction does not come out of the blue..
self-resistance only occurs during times of need..
no one will self-resist themselves for no reason..
there is reason to every restriction done by any living being by him/her self...

GOOODBYE.....
GOOOODNIGHT.....

the english used in this post is that of a much higher bar than normally used....
FOR "SOMEBODY" TO GO AND USE GOOGLE TRANSLATE!!!!!!

here i write one last thing to one lakia..
HOW THE HELL COULD U UNDERSTAND MY PREVIOUS POST WITH A TRANSLATOR???!!!
HA????

XP~!

Now,
if u were a follower of this blog,
u might notice,
i don write about lakia anymore,
no more at all.

U noe why,
becoz i was caught,
caught doing wrong,
and when i get caught,
i change,
i don do wrong anymore,
NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WANT TO,(GRRR...)
i can't,
and i won't.

Then,
u all noe la,
i very bokuan mah,
all the things i write here about,
super bokuan,
i oso din limit myself,
i jus write,
coz i song!
i feel so song!
i din think,
at all.

But now,
i get caught,
and i stop,
all my previous post,
drafted,
kept,
i din delete,
coz next time i wanna show my grandchildren,

conversation between me and my future grandchildren~
ME: U NOE AH, I LAST TIME, WHEN SO YOUNG TIME, I GO AND WRITE BLOG TO SCOLD PPL AH, SO PRO AH UR AH GONG, U SEE....(show him the post)
GRANDCHILDREN: WAH!! AH GONG!! U SO PRO HO!! I WAN TO FOLLOW U LIAO! GO CINCAI SCOLD PPL
ME: (BANGGA CHIN~!)

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!

but now i think back ah~
why i so CHILDISH HO~
why i like to jus take someone and make story,
and make fun of ppl,
wanna say,
say in front of his face mah~
write blog scold meh~
childish chin~
but why must scold in the first place leh??
i don wan hiu him oredi enough lo..
nobody hiu him at all..
so kolian...
but now i change..
now i GROWN UP,
my mind is more mature(DIGITALLY)
DIGITALLY means i will stop talking funnily/childishly/weirdly ON MY BLOG ONLY~
in real life..
I'M STILL ME...
i jus don wan hiu ppl that tok rubbsih in front of me anymore...
GROW UP~

u read finish this post..
ur thinking...
WHAT THE FUCK IS HE WRITING ABOUT~
sry ya..
i oso duno whta i'm writing..
coz i only got 1 hour to use pc...
simply write something lo~
hehe..

WARNING...
U MIGHT COME ACROSS WORDS THAT I SPELL WRONG OR WRITE WRONG....COZ I WAS RUSHING~

hahahhahah!
ok la..


BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANKS FOR READING!!!!!

The Nissan GT-R,
my world's coolest car,
for me you set the bar,
my very own superstar.

Tempting me with your roofline,
the next generation Skyline,
why must be so devine,
one day you'll be mine!

Destroying Porsche, Ferrari, Lamborghini,
making the world of automobile see,
that perfection can only be,
nothing less than simplicity.

My words twist and my words turn,
sometimes my words even burn,
this is something people will learn,
because in this poem there is knowledge to earn.

I'm sure you're lost in your confusion,
coz i've made the perfect illusion,
u have not come to a conclusion,
to what it is i am saying.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAAH!

does anybody understand my poem???
is it too deep???
tell me...
gimme opinion.....!!!

Wooooooots!!!

today..
singing competition!!!...
SS1B!!!!
HOOORAY!!!!!!!!....

and to other class people!!
HOORAY TOO!!!!!!...
we all did very well......

BUT!!
U NOE WHY I SAY 2day IS A GOOD DAY!!...
because...

whole morning..
i very nervous..
very very nervous...
scared that we might not sing nice..
scared that we might not sing in-key....
worried..
worried..
worried....

BUT!!
AFTENOON!!
WHEN I GO TO OPPOSITE!!!
I LEFT MELISSA AT THE BRIDGE!!(sry again melissa)
AND RAN OFF INTO THE DISTANCE!!

BECAUSE!!
i received a sign from GOD!!...
GOD WANTED TO TELL ME THAT 2dayS COMPETITION WILL GO SMOOTHLY!!!
U NOE HOW HE TELL ME???!!!!

he let me see....
a..
NISSAN GT-R!!!!

i ben lai bo mood bo mood eh...
nervous nervous eh...
ALL DISSAPPEAR!!!!
ALL DISS....A...PPEAR!!!!

look at this!!!







SO!!!
I THANK U GOD!!
AND ALL THE PEOPLE!!
FOR LETTING ME SEE AND TOUCH THIS NISSAN GT-R!!!
i am gonna wrap my two fingers in plastic...

WOOOOT!!!