Justine's Way

YEAHOOOO~!!

it's 2011~~!!!!

wishing everyone a great great great year~!!! :DDD

I had a great night lasnight~!!

and i'm having a great day now~~ :D

school starting in 2 day~~~

YEAHOOOOOOOO~!!

can't wait to go back to school~!!

hahahh~!

this year i'm wanna really study hard liao~!!!!!

SPM ARGH~H!!!!!! D:

anyways~~~

i got nothing to write liao~~ hahahaa~!!

goodbye~!!

thanks for reading~~!!

HAVE A GREAT DAY~!!!

HAVE A GREAT YEAR~!!! :)

My kolian bloggy so many many days din update....

coz i got nothing to write at all... :(

everyday i wake up...

use fb mobile while i'm still on my bed..

then i go shower...

then i go on my comp..

then i go down work a bit...

then come up..

lunch..

then down again...

sometimes din even go down...

jus play fb upstairs all day~~
xDD

let's see...

what's new..

hmmm...

tomoro is 31st...

2011!!!! :DDDD

gonna be a great year!! :D

i'll make sure of it!!

anything else...

hmmm...

this saturday...(1st Jan 2011)

i'm going to sematan cycle in jungle~~~ :DDDD

OFF ROAD BABY!!!

SO EXCITED!!!! :DD

this is the first time i'm going off roading...

should be nice~~!!! :DDD

i oredi get my bike ready and lubricate and blablabla jus now....xDDDD

that's all i guesss....

nothing else to say liao~~~~

xDDD

BUAI!!!!

THANKS FOR READING!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! :D

Hey everyone!!

Christmas Day, Spring, TRON, meet at 12PM

SIMPLE AS THAT...

whoever wanna come just come...

sure got people de...

we go there then check for movie times...

all maybe finish about 5pm~~ or later or earlier...

after movie mayb got sing k....

maybe...

duno yet..

xD

ticket...

if wan me help buy..

tell me earlier..

just tell me how many u wan me help u buy..

and i'll buy coz i'm going earlier...

but must payback...

if din payback then u don get ur ticket...

that's all...

come if u want...

more people better....

xD

IF GOT GO~!!! jus tell me...

i wanna do headcount....xD



thanks for reading...

BYE!

(try reading this post with my voice)

HEROU!

this morning...

i wake up..

i felt very very moody...

and EMO JUSTINE was alive..

i was very emo coz of something..

a very shitty thing...

nvm about that~~


i go take a bath...

then i go down..

clear off some stuff...

and while i'm clearing...

i'm still emoo mode..

emo Justine...

i hate beig emo Justine..

coz i'm not a emo person..

so i hate emo-ing...

then...


i come up..

turn on the computer...

then go fb a while..

get even more emo...

ish...

nvm about that too...


the title of this post is "ALL IS GONE"

that's coz my EMO is all gone... :D

coz i go youtube...

and i watch some video from peter chou...

and some video from niga higa..

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahah!!!!!1

i laugh like craaaazyy~~~

xDDDDD

go my wall there watch that video i post...

SHED A TEAR....

it's a song...

SOOO FUNNY~!!! ahahahahahahahah!!!!!

so that song make me high~!!

xDD

my point is....

i love these crazy people on youtube...

they make people sooo happy...

they make people laugh....

they made my emo go away~!! :D

that is the most important to me...


i hate being emo...

emo is bullshit...

seriously....

SO NOW I'M HIGH JUSTINE AGAIN~~!!!

AND!!!

I WANNA MAKE U!!!

READER!!!

NOT EMO TOO!!!

SO I PUT A VIDEO FOR U TO WATCH!!! :DD

WATCH IT!!!

AND U WON'T BE EMO TOO!!! :D



WISHING U A GREAT AND EMO-LESS DAY~!!

sincerely
from Justine~~

THANKS FOR READING~!!! BYE~!

We,
are human..

we,
are made of flesh and blood..

we,
are made of emotions..


We are not gods...


Therefore,

we get hurt physically,

we also get hurt emotionally..


Although we get hurt..

one thing that is great about human is...

we heal.

If we get a cut..
no matter how big the injury,
we heal.

If we lose the one we love...
no matter how much we loved them..
we have to face it that..
that person is gone..
we can only do one thing now...

HEAL..


Yes,
we are human.

Everyone's been hurt before,
everyone's felt pain before,
everyone's felt loss before,

but one thing that anyone has in common is...

we've healed..

the only thing that healing needs is..
time.

it might take very long...
weeks...months...maybe even years...

u know why it takes so long?

because we are humans...


After we have been healed..

we can move on...

move on to a better love...a stronger heart...and a wiser mind.

We are human.

We hurt.

We heal.

I'm sneezing....

a lot...

ish...

first time in my life that i sneeze until my back hurts...

no..

i'm not an old man..

my back really hurts..


jus now when i washing my face..

then suddenly got the feel to sneeze...

then...

HA CHIU~!!!

damn~~~

soap flying everywhere...

then wash my face again....==

seriously i duno why i'm writing this post...


i'm damn hell to bored...

way too bored...

AND I JUST THOUGHT OF SOMETHING!

WHY!!! IS MY VIEW COUNTER GOING UP UP UP UP...

BUT NOBODY COMMENT OR WRITE OR LIKE ANYTHING!!!!!


HUH!!!!

ANSWER ME VIEWER!!!!

ARE U TRYING TO KEEP A SECRET!!!!!

GRRR!!!!

U BETTER WRITE SOMETHING!!!

MY BLOG IS GETTING lonely..... :(

i got nothing to write liao~~~ ==

bye~

coz i'm tired.....

so got nothing to write....

jus tell u a bit about my day...

went to sunny hill..

went to kfc..

went to dentist (din make appointment)

so wait 2 hours..

don wan wait liao..

then go home...

tonight going cut hair i think~~

that's all...


goodbye...

thx for reading..

haha~

CLICK TO ENLARGE


jus now i go dentist....
then coming back after lunch...

saw this idiot peng chia at rubber road there...

damn u crazy shit!!

how the fuck u drive????

hahahaha~!

myvi peng chia until like this...

hahahahaha~!!

Hmmmm.........

i have to say...

i lived on earth 16 years...

and i've noticed...

this sentence...

"WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND"

is....

EXTREMELY TRUE.....

it's not a religious sentence...

u do not have to believe in any religion to know that this is very true..

i've been a witness many times....

where people who did something good....got something good..

and people who did something bad...

got something bad...

it doesn't really matter if u meant to do it or not..

the point is..


that you did it..

and therefore...

the universe has already planned a way for you to get back what you deserve...

So...

to sum it all up...

everything that happens to you...

that happens to me...

that happens to everyone...

happens for a reason...

and that reason is..

because you deserve it...

if something good happen...
u deserve it...
for something good u did before...

if something bad happen...
u deserve it..
because of something bad you did before....

if someone make u happy...
u deserve it...
coz u made someone else happy before...

if someone hurt u...
u deserve it...
coz u hurt someone else before....

:)

it's the most undeniable truth..

and...

after you read this post..
and u wonder...

"eh...no leh...i done many good things before leh....why nothing good happen to me??"
or
"eh...bullshit...i've done soo many bad things b4....nothing happen to me leh!"

to the people who said the first sentence....
your goods things will come....
just wait...
a lot will come.... :)

and to the people who said the second sentence....your's will too, mudafuca... :)


goodbye.

right now i'm sitting on my bed...
it's only 9.50...

i'm hungry and i'm bored... :|

i got nothing to write..
only 1 thing interesting happen today...

I FINALLY SAW THE LAMBORGHINI GALLARDO LP560-4 OF KUCHING!!!

:DD

that's all.... :\

soo....

ummm....

nothing to write leh...

goodnight~ xD

WHAT THE HELL IS THIS???????

i go to kenyalang....
walk walk walk walk in the place where they sell car magazine....
i turn around...

i see a calender of 2011...

then i see the car.... Ferrari 360 Modena...

BUT WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!!!

THIS IS A FERRARI!!! NOT A DAMN MERCEDES!!!!

WHAT THE FUCK MAN~!!!!

c'mon...

u wanna make calender.....don cincai make la~~~

u simply draw a car oso can mah...

don sia soi the ferrari name... ==

idiots.

Yesterday whole day i din blog about anything....

damn..
coz my comp keep dying for no reason....

no lah..
got reason..
coz my new gfx card gila de...xDD

haha~!

anyways...
that is yesterday story...


today...

this morning went to a place..

buy rojak..
then go eat at stutong...
then i saw ABT AUDI A4...(i think)
and Porsche Cayman....

and blablablabla...

i noe u don't care..

hahahahahaha~~!!

now is 11:32...
i'm gonna....


duno..
play fb i guess....
xD

I tell u!

I REALLY LOVE LOVE LOVE CYCLING NOW~!!!

SOOOO SONG~!!!!

one night i just love to cycle 2 hours to bako there at 25~30km/h

:DD

not very fast yet...

but slowly slowly i want to go 40++ 50+++

:DDDDD

this morning i spend whole morning changing to new road tyres~!

and adjusting...cleaning....tuning...muahahahah~!!

My hands got so many cuts now! and lubricant oil...and silicon oil..and braking cleaner...hahaha~!!

soo dirty man~~

but i'm not complaining at all~~~ hahahahhaahaha~!!

LOVE IT~!!!

but my keyboard behsong me now~~~ xDD

I MISS SCHOOL!!!!

i wanna go back...

everyday holiday really boring...

coz i go to office....do some stock stuff...

then i'm free...

whole day..

either stock in or stock out only....

and sometimes do some bike stuff...
and sometimes sometimes do some go kart stuff....

i start work at 10am....finish at 5pm..

but usually i go work at 11++ ...
finish by 3++

hahaha~!!!

then go up lim teh and play comp liao~~~ hahahahahaha~!!

but still i'm bored.. :C

so i want school~!!

i want wake up every morning 5am~!
and sleep every night 12am~!
:DD

i love that kind of life~!!

SONG~!

today is 7th Dec...
got about 20+++ more days~!! :D

btw...
this month is a special month for me... :)
very special.... :)

anyways....
i will only write a post on that special day... :)

haha~
BYE~

My dear computer..

just upgraded one day...

with new graphic card...

dead... :(

i was playing crysis half way..

then it died..

cannot on again..... :(

so sad..

but~!

it's gonna get fixed~! :D

then i'll be crazy again~!!

actually i'm oredi crazy now~! :D

won't let that make me down~~~

hehehehehehe~!


u might be wondering...

"EHHH.....if his computer rosak how he write blogspot??????? o.O"

haiyo..office oso got computer mah...

hp oso can write blogger mah..

haha~!

so~!!

i will still update my bloggy~!!

my beautiful...sexy...bloggy~! :DD


but...i duno if got anybody read or not...

i see the viewer counter got go UP UP UP..

but no comments leh... :(

SO BLOGGER LIE TO ME~!!!
or maybe not.... o.O...hmmmmm....

haha~!

anyways...

if really got people reading my blog~!!

THANKS SO MUCH~! :D

and do leave some comments sometime...
haha~~

i'm gonna go back to work now...
coz today is working day for me..

and i'm catching a big big snake here~!
ANACONDA~~

hahahahahaha~!!

again~~
THANKS~
BYE~!!

My graphic card has been installed and is ready to goo~!!!!!


YEAPPPEEE~!!!!!

now i can play all the games i love with no problem at all~!!! :DDDD

i gonna put screenshots sooN~!! WAIT~!

YEAHOOOO~!!!! i got new gfx card~!! :DDDD

soooo happy~!!!!!

now not yet install it to my motherboard~!!!

AS SOON AS I WRITE FINISH THIS POST~!!! I WILL GO PUT IT ON~!!!!

then AS SOON AS I'VE INSTALLED IT~!!!! I WILL WRITE A NEW POST~!!! :DDDD


SO GUDBYE~!!! SEE U IN A WHILE~!!!!

Bullshit.

I don't like it.

I hate bullshit...

because bullshit comes out of the mouth of shitty people...

so i don't like shitty people.

no.

i hate shitty people.

meaning of bullshit:
1)the shit of a bull.
2)rubbish that comes out of people's mouth.
3)when u are in a situation where u feel it's bullshit.

to sum it all up..
there is no exact definition for bullshit.

it's an emotion, i guess..

a feeling u get..

BULLSHIT.

so here is my warning..

DON'T GIVE ME BULLSHIT.

CAUSE I DON'T LIKE IT.

I HATE IT.

VERY MUCH.

GIVE ME BULLSHIT AND I WILL IGNORE YOU.
AND IF I CAN'T STAND IT.

I WILL GIVE U SOMETHING EVEN WORSE.

JUSTINE SHIT.

believe me...
it's much worse.

Thanks for reading.
goodbye...
once again...
have a great and bullshit-less day.

it's a sunday~!
and i woke up very very early and took a very quick bath...then go down cut gras...hahahahahahah!!!

the grass was really sharp...cut through my glove...cut my hand..
now my finger got thorn i think...
but i'm still typing...hahahahahhaha!!!

pain~~ :'(

anyways....
now i'm gonna eat my lunch......
and mayb drink my shandy or malta..

nowadays got so much stock of that in my fridge...

duno why..
hahah~!

anyways again~~~
BYE~!!

thanks for reading~~~
xD
have a great day~!

There is something wrong with facebook nowadays....

sometimes i don't get the notifications bo!!

so when people comment on my status or like or anything...

i duno about it..

until i go to my wall...
and look at my own thing...

then only i noe... :/

wakao~~

damn it!

fb~!
fix urself please...

i watch the social network and looks very sat leh that mark guy..

don make silly mistakes..haha!
although i'm not a programmer....

xDD

anyways....

FIX IT FB~!!! NOW!!!

Hey viewer/reader!!

do you know that there are 2 cars here???

one on the HEADER up there...
and one as the background...


can u see the one in the background???????

i realized some resolution problem la....

i use the laoya office computer to go my blog....and i cannot see the background car...

:(

so reader!!
tell me if u can see it!!

if u can't see it then i'll find a way to fix this shitty problem...

haha!

thanks anyway... xD

I just realized.....
at my sidebar.....>>>>>>>>
at the archive section...

go take a look at it.....

2010 (37)
2009 (102)

wakao!!!
2010 almost over lo!!!
and i only wriTe this much!!!

*shake head*

how come i so active in 2009 ah???
got so much to write meh????

las year don even have lakia and lakialand leh~~~~

why so much???

i oso lazy to see wat i was writing about liao~~

so~!!!
my target!!!
BEFORE 2010 end~!!!!!!

TO GET 103 POST IN 2010 BEFORE 12.00AM 1/1/2011!!!

YESS!!!
THIS IS MY TARGET~!!!!
SO EVERYDAY I WILL BE WRITING!!!!!
EVERYDAY MAYB 1 or 2 or 3 or 4 or 5~!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

SOOO!!!!

KEEP IN TOUCH WITH MY BLOG~!!!!
coz i got a lot of stuff to write about....believe me~!!

:DDDD

owh yeah....and GUEST~!!!
i'm waiting for your comeback~~~~

BYE~!!!
THANKS~!!!! :D

i'm gonna go eat my pizza and drink my shandy now.. :DD

HELOO~!!!!
AND WELCOME TO THE ALL NEW JUST IN JUSTINE~!!!!

This is a new template i created and i LOVE IT~!!!!!!!

jus in case u wanna noe....the car as the background is......
HAIYO NO NEED WRITE LA~!!

u got no interest in cars at all right??? ahhaahahhahahah!!!

anyway....THANKS FOR COMING!!!! :DD

from now on....
THE STORIES OF MY LIFE SHALL BE WRITTEN ON THIS BEAUTIFUL MASTERPIECE OF A BLOG~! xDD



owh yeah~!!!
btw~~~

WHO THE FUCK IS GUEST???
at the chatbar~~~~>>>>>>>>

waaahh...u come to my blog and write... "CIBAI" and "YOUR LAMPA LANJIAO BLOG"
u very 伟大 ho!!
i see oso scared ah~~~
helo uncle....o0o

u wanna talk to me...
talk to me...
and u wanna insult me...
insult me with a bit more BRAINS~!

no one gets insulted when u call them CIBAI or LANJIAO anymore.....
or mayb u come from LAKIALAND???????????

hahahahahhaahahahahahahahaahahahahahah!!!!!!!!

anyways.......THANKS AGAIN EVERYONE~!!!!!
BYE~!!!!!!
:D

I love it when i listen to a song for the first time,
and i hear the artist/singer sing something that makes me feel....
'wow..celebrities go through the same thing...they know wat it feels like..so what i'm feeling is normal...'
when i feel like this..it gives me great relief...and i noe..
that it's normal to feel pain when u remember something...or miss someone..or be dissappointed in someone...
So when i listen to my music...
iT puts me in a world of complete peace...
free from my thoughts..
free from my pains...
free from my dissappointment..

So..
when i say i need my music..
i really need it...
to put me into that world...
free of everything~

And if at that very moment...
I have no music to soften the mood...
i will whistle..
Whether i whistle for sadness..anger...or dissappointment...
I will whistle... :)
It's the only way...

I duno why i suddenly got so much feeel to write bloggy 2nite..
still use fon write gok..haha!

Anyways..
i jus write song de la...
jus cincai think of smth to write... :D

So....
GOODNITE EVERYONE!!
THANKS FOR READING MY BLOG YA!! ^^

i'm gonna go sleep now...
and listen to my music... :)

Written by: Justine, 5800XM, 13/11/2010

My darling doggy,
SUGAR,
died this morning.

At about 9am,

because she was run over by a car.

her death was quick, she did not suffer much.

We will miss you, Sugar.

:)

HI~

Justine hear.

J
U
S
T
I
N
E

i wanna tell the world that,

I FEEL FREE.

and from now,
I WANNA FEEL FREE ALL THE TIME~!

^^

i lazy to find problem wif ppl~
i lazy to go fight wif ppl over nothing~

i jus wanna live happy and car-free.

no burden on my shoulder.

now the only thing i wanna do is get all my results UP UP UP~

better then now du ho liao~~
xD

from now,

I DON WANNA GIV A FUCK TO WAT PPL THINK,
i will only giv all my attention to my studies and my top 20 best frens~
and my parents too~ (LOL~)

all other things can go die~
o0o~

AS LONG AS I AM HAPPY, NOTHING ELSE MATTERS~ :D

Eminem said:" Imma be what i set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly, and all those who look down on me, i'm tearing down your balcony."

so now,

my style is gonna be.....

U TREAT ME GOOD, I WILL TREAT U GREAT~!!!!
U TREAT ME BAD, I DON CARE WATEVER FUCK U SAY~!

^^

JUSTINE OUT

BYE~~~ THANKS FOR READING~!!! ^^

Installed windows se7en~ :D
played bioshock 2~ :D

now i'm bored~ i open fb and click HOME so many times~~
jus waiting for some news~~ ==

haiz~~
bored~~

btw~~

now my background looks like this~


Nice???
haha~~

i love using se7en~~ SO NICE~!!!

let's see......is there anything in my life now tat i can share wif ppl~~~
hmmmm..........

owh ya~~!
this sunday gonna be super duper high for me~!!
coz we gonna be at 小六生活营～！
xD

so so happy~!!

i oredi got my plan ready~!
if the childeren try to go against me~!!
i don scold them~
I JOIN THEM~!

xDD

if they wanna go crazyy~!
i go crazyy wif them~!!!

i gonna go gila wif gila kids~!! :D

I HOPE ALL MY KIDS ALL HIGH HIGH DE~!!!!!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT~!!

tat morning must wake up EARLY EARLY EARLY~!!!!
AND EAT A GOOOOOD BREAKFAST~!!
COZ I'M OGNNA GO CRAZy ALL DAY~!!!!!

to all the 保姆～～
JIAYOUS~!!!!!!
WE ALL GOTTA BE CRAZZZYYYYY TAT DAY~!!


hahaha~~

now~~
i'm bored....
other topic~~~

hmmmmmmmmm............
no other topic...~~~

jus bored now~~~

:(

goooodbye~~

i go find somthing to do~~
xDDD

This post i am writing now,
is with my phone.

Right now,
i'm sitting alone in the dark,
in the living room.

I'm staring at my phone,
watching as my keypad light goes....

ON~ OFF~ ON~ OFF~

at every second,
i'm hoping that the light would go...

ON~ ON~ OFF~ ON~ ON~ OFF~

if this happens...
That means i got 1 new message.

But it seems it's just gonna be me tonight...

I want to be alone tonight,
i want the few last hours of this day all to myself.
I want to clear my mind of my thoughts.

For once,
i wanted to be free.

I just can't stand it anymore,
putting on a smiley face every single day for everyone to see,

when i can't even remember the last time i truly smiled full heartedly.

It hurts.

And i hate it.

I hate this feeling so much.

There's so much i NEED to say right now.

I NEED TO.

But then,
i tell myself,
'don't do it u idiot!'

then i cover up everything again.

I wanna smile.
Really smile.
My fake smiles don't make me happy.

I ____________________________.

These blanks,
i don't dare fill them.


Thank u.
Gud nite.

Haaiiiz~~~

super bored ah these few days~~~

oredi very long i din write new post liao~~~

duno what to write.....

simply jus tok tok tok until i find something to write lo ho~

so....


what's been happening these few days.....

everyday high....
everyday happy...
everyday....

but got sometimes i fell soooo....
BOOOOM!!!

i realize i've learned to control my SUPER ANGER very very well......

not very well...

but well enough.

coz these few days...
got super pb dog shit bokuan ppl...
keep n disturbing me.....
make up their own story...
and then spread around the whole school...
jus like peanut butter on a bread.....MMMM....yummy...

anyways...
this person...
super bokuan...
coz ho...

(I WON'T SAY NAME!!!)

this guy...
likes the girl...
who is my best fren......

so when this girl...
din accept him when he gaobai....

this boy ho....
blame the whole world coz he say....
"明明就是秘密,给你们讲一下，全部就爆发出来！”

i tell u something......
i really....
reallly....
hate it when people simply blame stuff on me...
THINGS THAT I DIN DO!!

IF U FAIL~
THE IT'S YOUR OWN FAULT!
YOUR OWN PROBLEM!
YOUR OWN SHIT ON YOUR OWN PLATE!

none of my business........

jus because u fail....
don blame it on the world....
and everyone around u~!

明明YOUR HEAD AH!!!!

THEN BLAME BLAME BLAME~!!! o0o ah!!!

I GIV U SHIT TO EAT U WAN!!!!!!




THEN HO~!!
AFTER ALL THIS SHIT~!!
he still go and spread shitty rumour around~!!

then after that that habis ho~!!!

I DON HAVE PROBLEM WIF U OH!!!!
I DIN DO ANYTHING TO U OH!!!!!!!!!!

WHEN I TOK TO HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE FACE AH!!!


LIKE DOG FACE!!!!!!

I PUI UR FACE AH!!!!!!!

I TOK TO U NICELY U DON WAN HIU ME!!!!!

o0o!!

I GIV U SHIT NEX TIME~!!!!

U PUT IN UR MOUTH AND COME OUT THE OTHER SIDE AND U EAT AGAIN~!!!!!!


I SAY AGAIN~!!



I AM VERY ANGRY BECAUSE U DUNO HOW TO SEE WHEN U ARE WRONG~!

JUS NOE HOW TO BLAME EVERYONE~!

AND WHEN PPL DON HAVE AN PROBLEM WIF U!!!

U FIND PROBLEM WIF PPL~!!!!


SO~!!

from now on i don care anymore.......
i see u in school...
i secretly PUI in my heart......

if i really behsong i really pui in front of u~!!!!

*CHINESE MODE!!! xD*

你，
酱的朋友，
少些是好事。
我少你这个朋友我没有损失。

我，
知道自己，
有时，
也非常非常非常bokuan。

可是，
我，
到了bokuan，
我会知道我的LIMIT到哪里。

我停在bokuan，
不走下去。
因为走下去就到BOKASI。

你，
不懂得停，
不懂得听。

我写完了。

谢谢。

We,
humans.

We live in the moment,
and the things we know have derived from the moments in the past which have imprinted our mind of memories.

Ofcourse.

Memories,
should they be sad, happy, glorious, tragic.

They are still memories,
memories which can never be deleted.

So we live on with these memories,
and live the moments which we shall face in the future,
to create new memories.

It's a continuous circulation.

But then,
there are those things,
which do not not appear in our moments,
and therefore,
we do not have any memories of it.

There are many memories which you should have,
so many.

Not of those where you were present,
but of those where I crouch restlessly in the corner of my mind.

trying to find an answer to this confusion,
but ultimately,
failing to do so.

Yes,
these memories,
i choose for you not to have.

For you are in enough bullshit in your life as i write,
bullshit which i have no interest in knowing about.

So i do not wish to scar you even deeper.

You might not know of these memories which creep within the borders of my confined mind.
And you might never know.

But at least,
i wish for you to know,
that there are memories which lie there.
Painful ones.

Thank You for reading.
Goodbye.

I am at the stage of my life....
where i am currently a teenager....
age 12~19......
at this point of our lives....
we are told that we are suppose to become mature...
become more sensible....
become more wise....
become......and adult.

As an adult...
we cannot do all the childish things that we used to do anymore...
no more jumping on your frens...
no more punching ppl for no reason...
no more challenging wif ur frens to drink finish ur water in ur bottle...
no more this....no more that....

looong story short....
becoming an adult......
is not fun.........

mayb u(the reader), might not even do any of the things above.....
even though u are still a teenager.......

but i do...
and these precious...
childish moments....
is what makes me happy...
and i love to be happy......

many ppl ask me...

"Justine ah~! can u grow up~??! do u noe how to grow up??!! or will u stay childish forever???!"

here..
i would love to tell u.....
of coz i can grow up....
of coz i can stop being childish....
if i wan...i can do anything....

but this is something i don't want to do...
i don't want to be so mature yet....
i noe i might look mature...(to some ppl)
but i'm not...
inside me...
beats the heart of a 4 year old boy....
ready to take ur chair away from u anytime u wanna sit down....
coz that's how childish i am...

i don't wanna grow up yet...
not for now....
i will definitely grow up....
one day...
i promise u...

but not now....
i wanna live my childhood/teenagehood to the fullest.....
i wanna shout as mush as i can....
run as fast as i can...
make fun of ppl as much as i can....
and enjoy...
as much as i can....

before i grow up....
and can't do any of this anymore....

so...
leave me be in my childish happy world...
coz i'm laughing at u as u drive according to the rulebook....

:D

thanks for reading~!
GOODBYE~!

We....
are human being.....

human being...
are alive...
and have very complicated emotions...attitudes...behavior...blablabla....
and this...
is different for everyone...
no one got 100% same emotion wif someone else...
no one got 100% same attitude with someone else...
no one got 100% behavior with someone else....

even if it's 99.99999 %.....
there is no such thing as 100%....
everyone is different...
and i is this difference...
that sets people apart from one another....

now..
i can tell u that everything i write above...
is rubbish....
coz that's not the point at all....
i jus wanted to make this post start off a bit...
WISE.... haha!!

so the topic i wanna tok about 2day is...
"just the right balance"

u are sure wondering...
balance what???

i'm toking bout...
the right balance of attitude...
my attitude in this case.....

when i came into CHMS1 in 2007....
i admit 100%...
my mouth...
super bks...
super lasap...
and i was super hiao too...
cincai cincai fight wif ppl...
cincai cincai scold ppl...
cincai cincai make ppl angry...
cincai cincai this that this that....

so this kind of cb bks kuan...
made me have very very few frenz.....
all my frenz don wan to be near me that time coz...
i was super pb....

then...
i slowly slowly change.....
form 2 a bit better....
A BIT NIA LA...
JUST A BIT A BIT A BIT....

then form 3...
still pb...
but now got mix funny...
so when i tease ppl...
ppl don get offended...
jus laugh....(UNLESS GOT PPL "WAN BU QI"... :P)

then...
after long 3 years of evolution....
i become this justine now....

lastime justine simply scold...sinply curse...simply fight....simply simply simply...

and now justine.....
will scold u if i think u deserve it...
will urse u if ii thionk u deserve it...
will fight u if u wanna fight me back....

so...
basically means....
i WAIT for ppl to start...
then only i start....
SHI BU SHI???
SHI~ (haha)

but ah...
i realize something else....
now...
that i become softer to ppl...
nicer to ppl...
treat ppl like ppl ho~

then ppl will tend to treat me differently...
they think...
"aiya~ this one....can cincai tok to him de la"
"aiya~ this one....can cincai say anythign to him....he won't angry de"
"aiya~ this mcb mudafuckin' chicken lj kia....i call him this oso he no reaction"


here...
i wanna tell u one thing....
U...

TRY...

BA...

reader...
i jus wanna tell u...
i might look lyk i'm human ho~...
i behave lyk human too...
but when i cannot tahan ho~....
when i BOOOOOOOOOM~

u better pay ticket to watch movie...

my TOLERANCE (耐性)
was very veyr SHORT in the past...
so that's why i cincai cincai fught...scold...blabla...

but after these few years....
i oredi train my tolerance...
to be much much much longer....
so that i don't simply explode anymore...

but now...
i realize my TOLERANCE getting shorter again...
coz of a few shitty ppl in my life...
that make me reallly realllllly UNCONTROLABLE........

so plz...
i beg u.....
don make me lose my temper again.....
coz....
i don lyk it...
u won't lyk it...

i hate it when...
i take sooo long to recover form something...
then some shitty ass come and destroy it for me....

o0o....

that is all....

to the reader....

I AM NOT SCOLDING U OK~
unless u are the person that i'm toking bout....
otherwise...
JUS LETTING OUT MY FEELINGS~

:D


THANK U FOR READING~!

U noe ah...
i sit at my pc here...
log in to blogger...
then i immediately click "new post"
then i come here....

Title:________________________________

then i think to myself.....
wat to write ho??
hmmmmm...........
hmmmmm..........

*think think think think*
*think think think think*
*think think think think*
*think think think think*
*think think think think*
*think think think think*

keep on thinking here for more than 15mins....
then...
instead of thinking of something to write....
i think of why i got nothing to write...
then i got something to write liao.... :D

i realize...
that lastime...
my blog is always always always updated.....
becoz...
i write about ppl...
i write rubbish about ppl....
don care good, bad, funny, blablabla....
i jus write....

and i write...
bcoz my heart is not peaceful....
i always wan to find something to say...
or something to insult....
bcoz...
my mind is not calm......

now...
these few days...
realize got nothing to write at all....
NOTHING AT ALL.....
jus blank.....
then when i think of why i got nothing to write then only realize that it's bcoz i'm calm now......

i really enjoy my senior life now....
really really enjoy it...
coz all my frens are great...
all the teachers are great.....
and whenever i do something now....
i'm not forcing myself....
everything comes naturally.....
there is nothing i do in a day that goes against my natural instinct.....

so this kind of happy, peaceful lifestyle....
has resulted that my blog....
is lonely....
no more visitors....

seriously...
this is not important to me la...
so what if my blog got no visitors...kns la....
as long as i'm happy.....

and to notice that my blog is visitor-less....
is just like noticing that a strand of hair stuck onto a painting of a ferrari....

it's too small a problem....
why should i make a small problem into a big problem...
if got a hair stuck on my ferrari painting...
so what...
if got no visitor on my blog...
so what...

why don't i look at the super beautiful ferrari instead of the hair...
why don't i look at the beautiful life instead of the blog.....

kns...
i not gonna let the small small things in my life ruin my life...

NOT...
WORTH...
IT...

so conclusion is......
nobody's life is horrible....
nobody go a bad life.....
it all depends...
on how you look at it.....
and how you look at it...
will effect how u live it...

and that....

is the absolute truth...

:D

Last night...
my mum was going out to pick up my bro...
then suddenly...
before she go in to the car...
she heard the sound of a puppie crying in the drain...
then!!
she go there..
got a FULL BLACK puppy..
crying there...
AIYO~!

then my mum pick him up...
and bring upstairs~!
then put him on the varandah to sleep 1 night...
then..
next morning...
before i go to skul...
i go to his box there to sayang him...
BUT!! he bark at me~!!
still groul at me!!!
then i beat his small litlle head with my finger..
then i go to skul...



then!!! when i come back from skul...
my mum call me....
bring me to the back...
GO 6 PUPPIES!!!
ALL SLEEPING!!!! IN ONE CORNER!!!! WIF THEIR MUMMY DOGGY!!!

coz...
the mummy doggy bring all her puppies to sleep in our house...
SO!!!
they alll..
enjoy lo~!!
ahahahah!!

coz the mummy doggy noe me..
she allow me to carry the doggies and play wif them!! hahahah!!
to see pics....
go to my fb profile....

http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/album.php?aid=186349&id=614883256

ENJOY~!!! :D

1. HONG EN ~ Pro razor mouth
2. MEI DE ~ Quiet Boy
3. MICHELLE MUK ~ ENERGETIC
4. GUANG RONG ~ Professional Sleeper (ANY POSITION!)
5. GAO KAI ~ MY BEST FREN!! :D
6. JONATHAN ~ Simply Funny....crazy boy~!!
7. WILSON ~ Pro PERVERT
8. SHENG DONG ~ Quiet Boy (but if you tok to him then he can tok A LOT!!)
9. ALYNA ~ The playful genuis
10.AH KIAM ~ A constant sound in my ear
11.KAI NI ~ Queen Of Kek Cute Land!
12.XIN NI ~ QUIET GAL..
13.CHENG BENG ~ HEY FREN...I KILL U WIF MY MUSCLE!
14.NONO ~ Pure Artistry...
15.CHUAZ ~ "sorry sorry sorry sorry nagae nagae nagae"
16.CHIEN MAO ~ QUIET BOY ( BUT ENERGERTIC TOO!)
17.ESTHER ~ "ESTHER HAS DISCONNECTED"
18.LIANG PONG ~ CHAO OUTSIDE~!!
19.MELISSA ~ BIG EYES!!! O.O...can be very crazy sometimes~!!
20.JUSTINE ~ IRRESISTABLE!!
21.CHAI XIAN ~ KIAM BEST FREN...constant sound too...
22.ERIC LAW ~ ELITEWOLF......THER IS NO QUESTION THAT CANNOT BE ASKED...==
23.BENJAMIN ~ CONNIE LOVES YOU!!
24.ZHE DONG ~ ZHONG SE QING YOU!!! *mandarin*
25.DENNIS ~ SUPER HERO WITH OPEN ZIP~!!
26.MARTIN ~ FENG JI.....hahahaha!!
27.MARVIN BONG ~ CRAZY AS CAN BE~!!
28.PEGGY ~ EQUAL
29.WILLEX ~ RELAX...ROLEX...DUREX....hmmm..

u noe ah...
i love cars rite...
if u are my fren...
but u duno that i love cars...==..
then u are not my fren...
coz u duno me..
hahahaaa~!
but i'm sure everybody noes la~...

anywayz...
I..
always post..
car videos on fb!!!
ALWAYS!!!!

BUT~
nobody ever "LIKE" before...
nobody ever "COMMENT" before...
nobody ever even click before...
==..
coz everybody think..
"ISHHH~!! THIS JUSTINE AH~! EVERYDAY ONLY NOE HOW TO SEE CAR DE BO!!"...
"HIS CAR VIDEO SURE KNS DE LA~!!!"..
==..
NGAITI~!
i tell u..
not all my video KNS la!!
aiyo..
giv my video a chance mah~....
T.T

OKOK!!
READER!!!
PROMISE ME 1!! THING!!!!!
PROMISE ME!! THAt U WILL WATCH THIS VIDEO I PUT HERE!!!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!!

i guarantee U SHOCKED!!!!
PLZ PLZ!!!! WATCh!!!!!

if u don wan watch nvm la...
i jus tell u tat it's about a CAR...pulling a BOEING 747..
SAT OR NOT!!!!!! SAT LEH!!!

jus watch la!!
plz..
plz..
buffing a while nia~~~!!

OK AH!!
WATCH AH!!!



THANK U!!!!!!
NICE HO!!!!!
NAH!!
TELL U LIao~~
hahahahhahaah!!

THANK U!!
AND GOODBYE!!

2day..
last day of exam...
when everybody finish exam...
mayb they say something like this..
"YAY!! EXAM OVER LO!!"
or
"YAY!! HOLIDAY START LO!!"
or
"YAY!! RELAX LOO!!!"

for people who got go holiday...
or got go somewhere during holiday..
YA~..ofcoz u happy la..
u not gonna be at home mah..
of coz fun lo....
good for u...
hope u enjoy!

BUT...
for people like me..
people who stay at home..
sit at the pc..
and saliva dripping from ur mouth coz u duno wat the hell u wanna do....
i play SHIFT...
AHH~..
don wan la..
DEAD SPACE...
AHH~!!
DON WaN LA~~!
PLAY COUNTER STRIKE 1.6!!
AHHH!!!!
WALAO~~~!! LAGG!!!!

i din lie to u OH!!!
i really do that jus now..
i really walk around my house and open all my old magazine..
and go sit in the tv room for 1 minute..
then go back to my room..
then go to my mum room..
then go toilet..
then go kitchen...
then go..
goo....
go back to my magazine..
*REPEAT*
*REPEAT*
*REPEAT*

u see ah..
we go home at 9.30AM this morning...
now not yet even 3PM...
NOT YET EVEN 6 HOURS AH!!!
i oredi mahu pengsan liao....

my mind is slowly slowly getting stupider my the second....

tik(IQ= 130)...tok(IQ= 125)...tik(IQ= 120)....tok(IQ= 115)

U SEE!!!!

i miss school..
i miss teacher...
i miss my frens...
i miss chalk..
i miss toilet smell...
i miss the sound of my whistling in the echo of the auditorium...

if i whistle now..
at the pc..
i might getting scolded for whistling too loud....

i try now ah~!
*WHISTLING VERY LOUDLY NOW*
wait..
wait..
wait.....

wait....
i'm alone at home.....
==...

u see..
i bored until i 4got i'm alone...

now holiday wan to do wat leh???
watch movie???
go you yik house cycling????
go get chase by doggy????
go...
eat ice-cream???
go PJ?
go EGG MAN???
go take pic of car???

seriously...
when u start to think about it..
there is nothing so great about holiday..
unless u've got plans...if got no plans ah(like me)...
then u cham liao lo...
get ready to die of boredom....

now i go wash car...

coz i'm too bored...
i'm gonna wash car in the HOT afternoon sun..
coz i'm bored...


==....

to all my boring readers...
THANK U...
AND GOODBYE!

READER NOTE~~if i use the word "YOU/U" in this article...
i am not referring to U(the reader)....i am referring to the person i am scolding...
THANK U FOR UR CO-OPERATION...

continue~


u noe ah...
we are human being right...
we got ear, mouth, nose, eyes, skin.
5 senses....

EAR~HEARING..
MOUTH~SPEAKING..
EYES~SEEING..
SKIN~FEELING..
NOSE~SMELL

now..
reader...
i ask u ah...
have u ever met someone who can irritate 4/5 of ur senses...
I HAVE..
i noe one person...
in my whole life..
who can irritate me in 4 ways!!
and make me soooo irritated!!!
the only sense that tis person does not destroy..
it SMELL...
mayb coz i never get close enough..
mayb it's actually 5/5...

i won't say name..
i never say name....
but let me tell u how tis person irritate the MAIN 4 senses on my body...

EAR-U TOK TOO MUCH
MOUTH~U NEVER LET ME TOK
EYES~I DON LIKE TO SEE U
SKIN~UR NOT CLOSE TO ME...but u have a damn WEAPON...that moves with ur head...==

1....EAR
i ask u all ah..
when u are in class right...
and the teacher is teaching in front there..
and the whole class is very noisy..
THEN..
suddenly the teacher keep quiet...

WHEN WE(STUDENT)..
come across this situation...
WE WILL AUTOMATICALLY REALIZE TAT THE TEACHER IS ANGRY..
and..
wat do we do??..
yeap...SHUT UP...
that's wat NORMAL students will do..
coz we got a special sensor..
that tell us when the teacher is angry..
and tell us when we should SHUT UP....

BUT AH..
this person...
de sensor..
was destroyed at a very young age...
or mayb tis person never had this sensor in the first place..
i duno..
and apperently..
i don't care...
because the fact that u think it's OKAY to speak loudly in class when everyone around u is silent...
amazes zoologist from all over the world....
because this act of stupidity has only been discovered in apes...
but by having this stupidity as a human...
u are basically a living nightmare to us...
but a miracle to the zoologist...

2....MOUTH
do u have basic manners???
what part of DON'T INTERUPT WHEN PEOPLE ARE TALKING do u not understand????
i have never met someone who is so oblivious to the fact that they've just cut someone's conversation completely IN-HALF..
just to say that there's an ant on someone elses pencil box...

do u noe who is the only person who has ever rudely interupted my conversation and continued to do so without stopping???..
MARTELL...
my granma's doggy...
of course..
he's a dog..
but u're not...
and this too amazes zoologist..

3....EYES
i wanna ask u ah,
do u think u are very beautiful???
if ur answer was NO....
i have nothing left to say..
but...
knowing u..
ur answer is probably YES...

then if ur answer really was YES...
i ask u again...
did u understand my question properly????
are u sure that is ur final answer???
i'm sorry to tell u ladies and gentlemen...
but the answer!!
to that question!!!
for the person i am toking about!!
right now!!!!
IS!!!!
WRONG!!!!!!

why do u always walk around like u are sooo sexy...
if u were a chimpanzee...
then...
ummm..
okay..
i give u a 5...
but no...
u are a human...
so i should giv u...
(connecting....connecting....connecting....)
(searching.....searching.....searching......)
(ERROR: NO NEGATIVE DIGITS FOUND)
damn it...
u see..
i cannot find a negative number to give u..
ok la....
giv u a 1...

plz...
stop acting like u're soooo cute..coz u're not...
stop acting like u're soooo cantik...coz u're not....

4...SKIN...
i lazy to say about skin ah...
i jus tell u this la...
that stupid lasap broom that u got stuck behind ur head....
ONE DAY...
if i behtahan and cut it off u don blame me ah i tell u...
i have to dunk my hand in clorox everytime it touches me.....

i lazy to write more liao...
tired ah....
mayb i continue nex time...


i tell u la....
u read tis post..
mayb u noe who i'm toking bout lah..
or mayb not...
if u really duno..
ask me...

THE END.........

WARNING TO THE READER!!!
THIS POST IS ABOUT CARS!!!
U MIGHT NOT HAVE INTEREST IN IT!!!
SO JUS CLOSE THIS WINDOW/TAB AND GO BACK TO UR FB!..
hahahah!

START~!


OMG!OMG!OMG!!
i tell u la!!

KUCHING AH!!!

DE CARS AH!!!!!!!

GETTING MORE AND MORE SAT!!!!!!!!!!!

SUPER SUPER SAT!!!!!!

almost everyday now!!
i guarantee will see at least 1 SUPER SAT CAR!!!!

this morning(20/5/2010)...
saw a NISSAN GT-R....
parked in a car place...
nex to an Audi TT...
behind the Audi got a Bentley Continental...
Nex to the Bentley got a Porsche Cayenne...

then the other day..
jus cincai drive down chms1 there....
see a Nissan 370Z....WALAO!!!
that RED de ah..
SAT!!! SUPER SAT!!!

and ah...
nowadays always see tat new alphard..
new vellfire...
and more and more of those new E-class...
walao..
C-class no nid say lah...
SO MANY...

tat day when going home..
i look to the other side of the road...
2010 BMW 7-SERIES!!!!!

WAKAO!!!!
SAT!!!!!!!!!!
i almost pengsan ah!!!!

M5 and M6....
nowadays~
ALWAYS SEE!!!!!! ON ROAD!!!!
WALAO!!!!!

so i say lo..
kuching de cars gettign satter...
1 week nia....
i oredi see NISSAN GT-R 4 times!!!!!

P.S.: non-car lover sure duno wat i'm toking bout..haha
sry ah...nothing to write liao...so write bout cars~
hahahah!

Come...
everytime before i write a post...
i want U(the reader) to fully understand the title....
let's look at it now...
When Faults Have Been Realized

what does this title mean ah~
"When Faults Have Been Realized"...

what is faults...
basically..
faults= problems= lacks= things that people think is wrong with u..
so this is what faults mean....

then realized leh...
what does realized mean....
realized= recognize= understand fully= discover....
so this is what realize means....

so when u put these two word together ah...
u get...
FAULTS REALIZED...
sat ho..
very song ho when u realized someone's faults..
coz when u realize it...
and u tell it to them..
they will du lan...
whether is a small fault..
or a big fault...
whether is just kacau..
or whether is serious....
one thing is confirm...
the person WITH THE FAULT..
will be very dissappointed to realize a fault of themselve...
and the person TELLING THE FAULT will feel very very nice...
song chin!
this is a universal truth...
just like "self-restriction"..
it's the same with everyone..
the point is...
NO ONE LIKES TO HEAR A FAULT ABOUT THEMSELVES...
no one..
absolutely no one...
i'm sure all the readers agree with me...
if u are a reader who wants to go against me...
and if u wanna tell me that u LIKE TO HEAR ABOUT UR OWN FAULTS...
then i truly tell u..
u are lying to urself...
coz u are jus putting on a mask..
to make people THINK that u are "STRONG"
u want to make poeple THINK that u can take an insult from someone else..
when actually...
U CAN'T STAND HEARING ABOUT IT...
true?
TRUE...
very true...

then...
if anyone in this world...
discovers a fault about themselve...
what is he/she suppose to do..
CHANGE..
rmb when i wrote in "SELF-RESTRICTION"..
changing is basically jus another form of self-restriction...
by changing urself...
u are TRYING NOT TO BE U...
which is hard..

back to topic...
CHANGE...
cannot be done by everyone...
then if it cannot be done by everyone..
what will people do...
if they cannot change themselves when they discover a fault about themselve...
there are 2 other things that a person will do when they discover a fault...

1. STAY THE SAME...

by doing this...
this person is saying to the world
"I DON CARE WHAT U THINK OF ME! I AM WHAT I AM! I WILL NOT CHANGE MYSELF!"

2. BECOME EVEN WORSE

blame their faults on other people...
make it look as if..
"I DIN DO ANYTHING WRONG LEH!
U ALL ARE THE ONE THAT STARTED!
U ARE THE CAUSE OF MY FAULTS!!"
and become even worse...
make people hate THIS PERSON EVEN MORE

by doing this..
this person will be HATED by others even more...
even even even more...
no one will want to be ur frend anymore...
no one will support u with ur rubbish anymore...
no one will listen to u....
no one CARES anymore...

because if people around u can change FOR U!
why can't U change for the people around U??!!!

this is bullshit...
100% bullshit imported from BULLSHIT LAND(best bullshit in the world)
both of the things this that UNCHANGABLE people do is BULLSHIT....

mayb u(the reader) are wondering...
why i suddenly write this post...
i duno whether i should write out the story hear or not..
i think better not...
if u wanna noe...
ask me face to face..
or sms...
or msn...
or telephone...
or fax..
or write a letter to me...
or tell my mother...
or come to my house ask...
no matter what u do..
i will be very happy to explain to u...
but..
if u lazy to ask..
then i explain to u..
here...
LONG STORY SHORTENED...

do u like it when people who cannot even control themselves try to control u??...
do u like it if people got their own problem and blame it on u???
do u like it when people have their own anger and let it out on u???

the answer to all the questions above it NO...
for everyone on this earth...
the answer is no..

a dog doesn't like a cat to teach it how to bark..
a monkey doesn't like a fish to teach it how to climb a tree...
a chicken doesn't like a gost to teach it how to lay an egg...
BMW don't like TOYOTA to teach them hwo to make a car...
NOKIA don't like SONY ERICSSON to teach them how to make phone....

U don't like people to tell u that u are wrong...
well i feel the same...
so when i get attacked like that...
FOR NO REASON...
i am left with no choice but to REALIZE UR FAULTS FOR U....
however u react to me...
is none of my business...
I DON'T CARE...
AT ALL...

if u didn't do what u did....
i wouldn't have done what i did...

behsong all u want...
WRITE and RUB all u want...
i can surely catch up...
say all u want....
i can win u anyday...
ANYDAY.....
there are so many faults that i could have caught u with..
when u talk..
when u write...
the way u do ur job...
but i don't wan to...
coz i got think of u...
i don wan to embarrass u...
in front of ur students...

so i end my post...
with 2 conclusions...


1.NO ONE LIKES TO HEAR A FAULT ABOUT THEMSELVE.

2.NO ONE LIKE SOMEONE ELSE TO TELL THEM THEIR FAULT WHEN THEY HAVE FAULTS OF THEIR OWN.

THANK U!

So bored now....
1 hour to use pc oso cannpot think of anything to write...
haiz..
but wait..

i can show u something...
got take ur calculater...(better is 570ES, 350 can will have 1 number missing)

try to click in...

sin(0.9497439221) = ?
cos(89.05025608) = ?
tan(0.9496134689) = ?

all of the number above eual to my HP NUMBER~0165753994..
u don believe u try la....
use 570ES better ah...
if u use 350..
the answer will be 0.016575399

and now..
even better...
try this...

sin(cos(tan(86.86223502)

hahahahahaa!
wu liao leh....

THANK TO MARVIN BONG FOR DISCOVERING THIS...
he help me find SIN de..
i found the rest myself...
very easy de...
extremely easy....
teach u all nex time..


BYE!!
and THANK U!!

These few days...
i am using computer VERY VERY LESS....
so i don update on fb..
i don update my blog....
and ppl might think...
"IF HE DIN UPDATE FOR VERY LONG...THEN ONE DAY..WHEN HE CAN UPDATE...HE SURE WILL WRITE A LOT OF STUFF!"
but here's the problem...
I GOT NOTHING TO WRITE.....
since i got no lakia stories...
and i lazy to write car stories(coz nobody will read)..
and a lot of stories to POKE POKE POKE bokuan ppl....
but bcoz those BOKUAN PPL de stories too bokuan...
i oso cannot write...

so now...
u notice or not...
my stories on my blog...
getting more and more OUT OF TOPIC...
no head no tail one...
is like if u watch a ACTION DRAMA...
then watch until very very song...
everytime watch...
BANG!! BANG BANG!!!! ARGH!! MATI!!!
then u sure watch until very very song right?...

then suddenly the channel cancel that show...
becoz too violent...or too bokuan..
then the channel replace ur drama...
replace it with BARNEY THE PURPLE DINOSAUR....
u feel song or not...
of coz u behsong the channel mah...
ben lai watch very song de...
now suddenly everytime ON the tv...
ben lai wan to see "BANG BANG!! MATI!"
but now...
"I LOVE U...U LOVE ME...WE ARE HAPPY FAMILY...blablabla"
the consumer/reader/tv watcher sure feel behsong mah...

actually...
i tell u la...
seriously tell u la...
the actors from the ACTION MOVIE..
din go away...
the drama cancel nia..
the actors still around...
only act in BARNEY
THAT BARNEY IS NOT BARNEY...
inside that costume...
is the MAIN CHARACTER from ur ACTION MOVIE....
inside his costume...
he still holding his gun..
ready to shoot!..
all the actors jus move...
move from "BANG BANG! MATI!"...
move to "I LOVE U..U LOVE ME~"

so what does this mean???
let's go back to my topic here...
don tok about barney liao...
this means...
that i have not stopped talking bokuan...
i am still talking about all the people i want to talk about...
ONLY DIFFERENCE IS...
i use a different style of saying it...
u all might think...
"AH SHIT!! NOW WE HAVE TO WATCH BARNEY!! JUSTINE GOT NOTHING TO WRITE LIAO"
helo..
fang xin..
"BANG BANG! MATI!" not yet canceled
if u can understand my previous post...
u noe wat i'm toking about liao...
but u cannot catch my meaning..
so u think i got nothing to write...
read closer a bit...
read once...
don understand..
read again la!
read until u understand....
okay~....

like i said in my poem...
neh...down there...
the post..
"PUTTING MY POEMS TO GOOD USE"
u go read..
my 4th Stanza...
first sentence..
"MY WORDS TWIST, AND MY WORDS TURN."
understand or not...
my words...
twist...
my words..
turn.....

here i come to the end of my post...
a post that was suppose to tell u i got nothing to write..
but told u something else all together....

THANK U!

Hmmm...
let's look at the title of this post...
"SELF RESTRICTION"
what does this mean???...
hmmmmm..

basically..
it means..
restricting one's self...
from something....
for some reason....

usually people will self-restrict themselves...
to gain in some sort of way....
like me...
i restrict myself from using pc....
to improve in my results....
and i stop myself from drinking gassy drinks....
to have a better...healthier lifestyle...
and i stop myself from writing about lakia...
to gain my teacher's trust....

conclusion to "self restriction"~
no one restricts themselves from something..
unless they get something in return...

is there anyone out there that is reading this post that would like to disagree???
nope..
i don think anyone will disagree with my conclusion..
because it's true..
this is human nature...

but there are people...
people out there...
who duno how to self-restrict themselves...
i won't say name...
i won't point to anyone...
but some people jus duno how to change when they are suppose to...

let's give an example..
ME...
I AM A BOKUAN GUY...
EXTREMELY BOKUAN..
CAN WIN AWARD LIAO...
but..
that's ME...
everyone noes that that's ME...
so far...
my bokuan never made people hate ME..
my bokuan never hurt anybody...
my bokuan only brings laughter to people...
and i never talk tooo bokuan...
i noe when to stop...
people don't mind my bokuan-ness
so nobody complain about my bokuan...
YET...
mayb in the future will...

but one day..
if suddenly..
JUS IF...
people start to hate ME...
because of my bokuan-ness...
this means that i would have to change...
i would have to stop being ME...
THAT WILL BE VERY HARD...
have u ever tried to NOT BE YOU???
it's very difficult...
because....for obvious reason...
U ARE U...
U CAN'T CHANGE WHO U ARE...
U CAN ONLY CHANGE THE WAY U ARE...
WHICH BASICALLY IS A PART OF U...

but if u came to the extent where being YOU is no longer acceptable...
then...
u have to stop being u..
U HAVE TO RESTRICT URSELF...
SELF-RESTRICTION...
the reason to this..
was mentioned above....
being u is unacceptable...
thus restricting urself from being YOU..
is the only road to take...
seriously...
if u have come to this extent in life..
it's just another way for the community/society/public/student body to tell u...
"IT'S MY WAY, OR THE HIGHWAY"
take it or leave it...
u wanna be accepted...
change...
u don wanna be accepted..
fine...
having u around won't put another grain of rice on my plate..

then there are the people...
who FAKE self-restriction...
they put on an act...
making it such a big big deal..
saying...
"HEY WORLD, I'M RESTRICTING MYSELF FROM BEING BAD"
jus so the whole world will noe of "THE GREAT LEAP" achieved...
blablabla...
when actually...
this is only an act...
to gain what they wanted..
without actually putting effort....
or putting effort for a short while..
but giving up when failure occurs....

there is a term for such people in this world
"FAKERS"....or "QUITTERS"....

FINAL CONCLUSION....THINK OF THIS AS A QUESTION U MIGHT ASK URSELF IN LIFE...
LIKE A TEST MAYBE...
so here it goes...

EXPLAINATION OF SELF-RESTRICTION~
Self-restriction does not come out of the blue..
self-resistance only occurs during times of need..
no one will self-resist themselves for no reason..
there is reason to every restriction done by any living being by him/her self...

GOOODBYE.....
GOOOODNIGHT.....

the english used in this post is that of a much higher bar than normally used....
FOR "SOMEBODY" TO GO AND USE GOOGLE TRANSLATE!!!!!!

here i write one last thing to one lakia..
HOW THE HELL COULD U UNDERSTAND MY PREVIOUS POST WITH A TRANSLATOR???!!!
HA????

XP~!

Now,
if u were a follower of this blog,
u might notice,
i don write about lakia anymore,
no more at all.

U noe why,
becoz i was caught,
caught doing wrong,
and when i get caught,
i change,
i don do wrong anymore,
NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WANT TO,(GRRR...)
i can't,
and i won't.

Then,
u all noe la,
i very bokuan mah,
all the things i write here about,
super bokuan,
i oso din limit myself,
i jus write,
coz i song!
i feel so song!
i din think,
at all.

But now,
i get caught,
and i stop,
all my previous post,
drafted,
kept,
i din delete,
coz next time i wanna show my grandchildren,

conversation between me and my future grandchildren~
ME: U NOE AH, I LAST TIME, WHEN SO YOUNG TIME, I GO AND WRITE BLOG TO SCOLD PPL AH, SO PRO AH UR AH GONG, U SEE....(show him the post)
GRANDCHILDREN: WAH!! AH GONG!! U SO PRO HO!! I WAN TO FOLLOW U LIAO! GO CINCAI SCOLD PPL
ME: (BANGGA CHIN~!)

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!

but now i think back ah~
why i so CHILDISH HO~
why i like to jus take someone and make story,
and make fun of ppl,
wanna say,
say in front of his face mah~
write blog scold meh~
childish chin~
but why must scold in the first place leh??
i don wan hiu him oredi enough lo..
nobody hiu him at all..
so kolian...
but now i change..
now i GROWN UP,
my mind is more mature(DIGITALLY)
DIGITALLY means i will stop talking funnily/childishly/weirdly ON MY BLOG ONLY~
in real life..
I'M STILL ME...
i jus don wan hiu ppl that tok rubbsih in front of me anymore...
GROW UP~

u read finish this post..
ur thinking...
WHAT THE FUCK IS HE WRITING ABOUT~
sry ya..
i oso duno whta i'm writing..
coz i only got 1 hour to use pc...
simply write something lo~
hehe..

WARNING...
U MIGHT COME ACROSS WORDS THAT I SPELL WRONG OR WRITE WRONG....COZ I WAS RUSHING~

hahahhahah!
ok la..


BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANKS FOR READING!!!!!

The Nissan GT-R,
my world's coolest car,
for me you set the bar,
my very own superstar.

Tempting me with your roofline,
the next generation Skyline,
why must be so devine,
one day you'll be mine!

Destroying Porsche, Ferrari, Lamborghini,
making the world of automobile see,
that perfection can only be,
nothing less than simplicity.

My words twist and my words turn,
sometimes my words even burn,
this is something people will learn,
because in this poem there is knowledge to earn.

I'm sure you're lost in your confusion,
coz i've made the perfect illusion,
u have not come to a conclusion,
to what it is i am saying.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAAH!

does anybody understand my poem???
is it too deep???
tell me...
gimme opinion.....!!!

Wooooooots!!!

today..
singing competition!!!...
SS1B!!!!
HOOORAY!!!!!!!!....

and to other class people!!
HOORAY TOO!!!!!!...
we all did very well......

BUT!!
U NOE WHY I SAY 2day IS A GOOD DAY!!...
because...

whole morning..
i very nervous..
very very nervous...
scared that we might not sing nice..
scared that we might not sing in-key....
worried..
worried..
worried....

BUT!!
AFTENOON!!
WHEN I GO TO OPPOSITE!!!
I LEFT MELISSA AT THE BRIDGE!!(sry again melissa)
AND RAN OFF INTO THE DISTANCE!!

BECAUSE!!
i received a sign from GOD!!...
GOD WANTED TO TELL ME THAT 2dayS COMPETITION WILL GO SMOOTHLY!!!
U NOE HOW HE TELL ME???!!!!

he let me see....
a..
NISSAN GT-R!!!!

i ben lai bo mood bo mood eh...
nervous nervous eh...
ALL DISSAPPEAR!!!!
ALL DISS....A...PPEAR!!!!

look at this!!!







SO!!!
I THANK U GOD!!
AND ALL THE PEOPLE!!
FOR LETTING ME SEE AND TOUCH THIS NISSAN GT-R!!!
i am gonna wrap my two fingers in plastic...

WOOOOT!!!

YO EVERYONE!!!
MAKE SURE U...
SpeAk to me in Engrish!!!!



HAHAHAHAHAAHAAHHAHAAHAHHA!!!!!
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!!!!!

26th March 2010

29th March 2010

WOOOT!!!
SO HENG....
TWICE!!!!

HERE,
i want to thank all the people that come to my blog and read my post!!!
in 3 days!
100 people viewed my blog!!!

THANK YOU!!!!

The poem below.....
is an incorrect poem...
i was describing a world in Carland...
THIS WORLD IS NOT CARLAND....
because the enviroment is getting worse....
ppl are starting to buy less supercars...
and car manufacturers are making more hybrid lo....electric lo....BLABLA...
I HATE THIS...
MEANS IN THE FUTURE...
THERE WILL BE NO MORE CRAZY COOL SUPERCAR ANYMORE....
ALL WILL BE ELECTRIC OR BLABLA..
not fun...
SO I MAKE THIS NEW POEM....


He saw an SLR
on the highway, being stopped by the police,
near the Post Office,
He saw a 458 Italia,
being towed away,
And a Prius, driving freely well below the speed limit,
On a crowded roadway, a Buggati stuggles to keep 1001 in,
This land is so rich
Why should they suffer like this?

I want Enzos
For my grandchildren
I want the damned enviromentalist,
To leave the supercars alone,
I want the speed to increase,
The GTRs run free
And the earth covered with petrol and diesel,
Let the mad engineers plan how,
we may live with dignity
Now and always!

THANK YOU!!!

He saw an SLR,
in front of a hotel,
near the highway,
He saw a Nissan GT-R,
revving those gears,
And a Lamborghini, breaking the speed limit in second,
On a crowded autobahn,
These cars are so quick
Why is this land so beautiful?

I want 458 Italias
For my grandchildren
I want the damned enviromentalist
To leave the supercars alone,
I want the Pagainis to speed,
The Porsches ride free
And the earth covered with screaming engines.
Let the engineers plan how
we may live with dignity
Now and always!

Justine Chang...
in ppl eyes..
i am three kind of boy....
very funny boy..
very fierce boy...
very bokuan boy....

let's start with number 1...
Funny boy...
When ppl say justine chang...
"NEH......that black black one ah..the blog scold ppl sooo funny one ah...neh"
or
"neh......that face lyk lakia but still call ppl lakia one ah....neh..."
usually is like this la...
not much different.......
always if almost like this..

Funny is a kind of Gene(基因)...
u either are funny..
or u are not funny....
so mayb i was lucky enough to get tiok FUNNY GENE....
so now...
i am a funny boy....
some ppl see me as a funny boy...
ok..
funny boy over...

NUMBER 2...FIERCE BOY...
funny boy is funny boy...
but funny don last forever....
a lot of ppl noe i am a fierce boy...
Fierce is also a Gene...
Fierce is something that everyone sure sure got...
only depends on how much u got...
mayb i got a lot...
but i noe how to control it in...
i now how to find ways..
or mayb "drug" to make myself less fierce..
lyk drinking cola...
or playing shift...
or writing my blog....
or just running..
running makes me feel sooo freee....
it feels so goood...
and after i run...
even though i am tired...
i will feel so relaxed...
so at peace...
so me being fierce is only sometiimes nia...
sometimes when i really mad then only i am fierce..
really fierce...
ok..
finish Fierce boy...

NUMBER THREE.....BOKUAN BOY...
this one...
this boy...
this year...
very bokuan...
2010...
IS BOKUAN BOY MOST BOKUAN YEAR....
evr since the start of the year..
i duno i fight wif chuaz how many time liao..
coz my mouth keep on POKE POKE POKE ppl....
duno why...
i noe i ben lai bokuan...
but this year..
extra extra.......
BUT..
HERE'S THE PROBLEM....
BOKUAN..
IS NOT A GENE...
BOKUAN...
SLOWLY GROW INSIDE THE BODY...
like a germ..
it will grow and grow and grow.....
and then only when something horrible happen...
then....
the bokuan got TWO road to go.....
ROAD 1......
STOP BEING BOKUAN..
DON BE BOKUAN EVER EVER AGAIN.......
APOLOGIZE TO ALL THE PPL HE WAS BOKUAN TO...
AND HOPE THAT THEY WILL FORGIVE HIM....

ROAD 2......
BECOME EVEN MORE BOKUAN!...
MAKE EVERYBODY MAD AT HIM...
THEN THE PPL THAT STAY BACK THEN ONLY IS TRUE TRUE FREN......

2days ago...
bokuan justine was most bokuan ever...
go and do stupid shitkia bokuan thing..
make ppl mad at him...
then..
bokuan justine choose....
choose road 1 or 2 leh??

I CHOSE ROAD 1...
I TRY TO CHANGE....
I DON BE BOKUAN...
I TOK NICELY...

then i think back...."i was wrong leh ho....""how come i simply go and scold ppl like that ha......stupid me"
then i think again..."but not all i wrong leh....i din do anything wrong leh"
then i think again..."nvm la....mayb i just apologize.....see wat happen...we fren so long liao...he sure fren wif me again la..."
THEN
I APOLOGIZE...
I GET HURT EVEN MORE???
BY PEOPLE THAT DIN MAD AT ME IN THE FIRST PLACE??
SUDDENLY MAD AT ME???
WAT IS THIS???
GOT LOGIC MEH???????
dog eat the cat's mouse....
cat angry wif the dog....
dog buy another mouse for the cat becoz dog regret eating his mouse....
dog DIE?????
WAT???
HOW COME THE DOG DIE??!?!
NO MEANING???????
THE DOG BUY NEW MOUSE FOR THE CAT LEH???
WRONG MEH???
THE DOG NOE THAT IT IS WRONG THAT'S WHY BUY NEW MOUSE MAH..
WHY THE DOG DIE?????????

i hate it when something happen...
i noe it's my fault...
then when i apologize..
ppl still don hiu me..
ppl get mad at me gok....
walao...
wat i do??
apologize to u still wrong?
u still hate me??
I DIN HATE U...
U HATE ME FOR WAT??
then now one fren hate me...
more fren start to hate me liao lo..
3 years de frenz...gone..
his frens tat was my frens too...
also hate me now i think....
i oso duno wat to say liao..
ppl won't listen to me when i say sorry...
ppl don believe me when i apologize...
i guess this is my fault again lo...
play wif ppl too much...
then when i wanna serious...
nobody believe me...
haiz...

i think i was very correct about my "WAT IS FAIR" de post u noe...
seriously la...
WAT IS FAIR????

THIS WORLD STILL GOT FAIR MEH????
IF STILL GOT FAIR...
THEN WHY NOT FAIR TO ME LEH????
why everybody else fair???
why pian pian i not fair??
wtf did i do??
why everything unfair to me?????
why everything i wrong leh???
something wrong with me???


SO I STILL CHOOOSE ROAD 1....OK???
I WILL STILL CONTINUE...
TRYING TO BE UR FREN....
MAYB ONE DAY U WILL FORGIVE ME FOR DOING THIS STUPID THING...
AND MAYB WHEN U FORGIVE ME...
OTHER PPL WILL FORGIVE ME TOoo....
I WILL DRIVE ON ROAD 1 FOR A LONG LONG TIME........
I WON'T SIMPLY CHANGE TO ROAD TWO...
no use de......

so i change that beautiful poem...
means tat i will not chap su anything tat happen...
i will not do anything..
i will just stay here...
in my Carland...
play wif my cars...
and my 9 Buggati Veyrons....
until u come to Carland..
and bring me back to the real world...
and mayb forgive me...
OK??

Author~Justine....not fierce/funny/bokuan boy.....Just Justine....

I will arise and go now, and go to Carland,
And a small parking lot build there, of Ferraris and Lamborghinis made:
Nine Buggati Veyrons will I have there, a race track for the lonely me;
And live alone in the revving loud race track.

And I shall have some peace there, for peace comes speeding fast,
Dropping from the exhaust of the supercar to where the engines scream;
There midnight's all a Hummer, and noon a purple Range Rover,
And evening full of huge rear wings.

I will arise and go now, for always night and day
I hear gears changing with speeds blink of the eye;
While I stand on the school bridge, or in my class,
I hear it strongly in my heart's core.

Author~Justine "Race" Chang

WOOOT...
jus now.....crossing bridge!!!
I ALMOST FALL OFF!!!
when i saw this beautiful car pass by!!!
THE FERRARI 360 MODENA~~!!
then i quickly take out my phone!!
and take pic!!
i'm sure a lot ofppl heard....
at first got traffic jam in front of him..
then suddenly when the road clear!!
VROOOOOOOM!!!~~~~
VRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!
walao...i almost pengsan!!
so sexy the sound...
argh........
lol!!!

but..
1 problem now...
when i take the pic........
i think SZY was coming up the slope.....
then he saw me from his car!!!

THEN HE HORN ME!!!!

MATI LO!!!!!
he saw me take pic!!!!
owh shit!!!!

now i cannot bring phone to skul for a long long long time liao....
wat to do...
haiz...
if tat was really him...
tomolo he sure say me one........
or mayb is HUA XUE tchr......
coz VIOS mah...
i duno who was it...
all i noe is that person horn me......

ARGH!!! FERRARI!!!!

Today, one of my friends asked me,
"how come you didn't update your blog for so long",
i realized i had nothing to answer him, because,
even i didn't know why i didn't write on my blog for so long.
It's because i have nothing to write about,
nothing in school seems interesting enough for me to write on my blog,
nothing in public seems interesting enough for me to write on my blog.
Don't be confused,
i have plenty of things to write,
there are many many things that i would like to share,
but most of which are inappropriate topics,
topics that i would rather not discuss.

So here i am,
bored as hell,
writing a post about not having anything to write.
I really don't know why,
i'm always on Facebook writing rubbish that doesn't make any sense,
but this is a blog,
if i write rubbish here,
people will stop coming to my blog,
and i wouldn't want that.

Hmmm....
Maybe it's cause i am in a new class,
so there's nothing interesting in this new class,
but no leh, this new class very interesting bah.
Maybe i am beginning to feel the things around me don't really make any sense anymore,
that everything is beginning to feel a little childish.
Or maybe, i am confused about my surroundings,
maybe there are too many things to write about, that i have simply lost hope in writing about every single detail of things.

I think i should just keep silent for now,
lay low,
until the dust settles,
when everything seems okay,
then maybe,
just maybe,
the sun will shine a little brighter,
the wind will smell a little nicer,
and food will get it's taste back.


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